saw Junsu's schedule for the singapore trip.
i'm guessing there might be a chance he will be at vivo.
but i'm tired. every part of me, tired.
i wanna stay at home and rest but my heart shouts i wanna see Junsu.

so in the end, i decided to let this golden chance go.
i have tutorials left undone and quiz to study.
I'm sorry Junsu, i wanted to make use of this chance to fulfil my 4 years dream to see you but just...not the right time. i regret too and i really hate myself for not being able to be there.

Lord, tell me there are still chances and hopes that Junsu will come back to Singapore.
for this lifetime, i need to see him.

now i going back to my corner and comfort my hurt soul of missing Junsu.