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nandayo?? shit those people
Friday, April 27, 2007

oh....lil su and junsu just look soo good together dont they???and its soo cute when they both kissed.. hihihi.. *jealous*but they accused him of being a pedophile so..like lets go and kill whoever said that =.=

can i kill the fucking people as i was getting happy today and there this article came out....this was when you know junsu kissed mini junsu?? well it was merely brotherly love la....what pedophile. shit those people. who insulted my junsu with such words those people doesn't even noe junsu at all and just give the accusing words....FUCK. mianhae junsu but i am getting even angry when they said that about you......they dun even noe the you....the cute the innocent you. FUCK THOSE IGNORANT PEOPLE. better not like me find out who say that if not i am so going to attack that person....nah maybe just warn that person...better not blow up this matter so that this doesn;t gets into junsu's ears.

if it gets into junsu's ear i can imagine how sad he would be. junsu is just too innocent and he can get really hurt. although he can just dun mind what some IGNORANT PEOPLE say about him....but you noe junsu also got man's pride and ego....he definately would get hurt. JUNSU DUN MIND ABOUT THOSE WHO DUN REALLY NOE YOU!! AS LONG AS THE FAN THE PEOPLE LIKE ME (WAKAKAKA) NOE WHO YOU REALLY ARE!!! WE WILL ALWAYS SUPPORT YOU!!! AND AFTER READING THIS ARTICLE JUNSU IS NOT A PEDOPHILE!!!

사랑해요....준수오빠!! LOVE YOU LIKE I NEVER DID BEFORE....I AM SERIOUS.

ok junsu dun worry i think this is quite long liao....people after reading please forget about it....dun spread around....i dun wan to make this too big cos it can eventually gets into junsu's ear...kamsahamnida for your co-operation!!!


oh my god!! today is so sweet!!

finally something happy in this blog!!! wakaka.....i found a junsu theme for my phone!!! ah!!! oh leh!!! i never tot of junsu theme before la...and i was like what??? then i was like i so want this theme!!! and yay i got it....whoots....flying to the air....and then i am going to buy their five in the black cd later!!! whoots....flying even higher to the air....and i found cute pics of junsu and inhwan!!! and they even put the title like father like son...whoots....i must be the mother....hahahaha was kidding la....but it would be good that junsu is my husband inhwan my son....hahaha!!!

if you would like to see the damn cute pics of them go to the link that puts junsu and inhwan....oh my god...love them to bits!!

ok post even more later........five in the black i am coming!!!


silver?? attitude??? wadever...
Thursday, April 26, 2007

i am tired of my life....is like nandayo?? jap thats mean what the hell and i dunno how to spell it so.....forgiveness is needed...

t tan just scolded dance group again?? wrong is she gives attitude....sorry lo but is your fault first therefore we giving you the attitude....nandayo....hate her shall not say her any more just spoilt my freaking day....she sucks you all know it....

it is officially that dance got SILVER....we were expecting GOLD but we got silver so...ah anything is destiny.....it is heaven will that what we should get we should get....we getting silver merely means that we can let other people to see our improvement the next time.oh ya.....this is how i encourage myself...when i first heard the news about dance getting silver i was like ok lo.... but now i feel sad cos you noe i worked hard for it and now we only got silver....is like ah....forget it is over...

dun feel like dancing any more....the stupid hair style??? grrr....has to do it again on sat for mini concert. then need to dance becos of that. t tan giving making it worse....dun feel like dancing la....at least becos of the people not dance itself.....

sec 4 is leaving le....as in the sec 4 in dance!!! wah...me sad sad....taiyi diane the dong bang club in dance?? gone so the only dong bang club left me le....ok lo....
the mini concert will be the last dance they will be performing with the dance group. wah....sad sad...........secs 4 i will remember you!!!! yay!!! the times we had i always remember.....omg dun make me cry....


ok.....shall end off with....
TVXQ 동방신기 東方神起 사랑해요!!! aishiteru!!! 爱你哦!!!



我。。。。
Tuesday, April 24, 2007

神起 我还在等你 等你有一天对我笑。。我在这等你不要忘了我。。我可以在原地等你吗?

tvxq i am waiting for you!!! why!! why you never visit singapore!!! why...i am waiting for you!!! because of one article toking about the concert you had in korea i cried..and i broke the promise. i said never cried even if things are worse anything i can control my tears but tvxq tvxq ....i can't stop my tears for them....because i can't see their concert!!! the article of their concert the fun the atmosphere i just get so sad that i wasn't there to experience....how much i dreamt for that to have happened in my life and yet i am caught in singapore......if not i would have flown over to korea!!!

nothing can describe the pain i am going through....TVXQ WHY AREN'T YOU HERE???
I AM WAITING FOR YOU LIKE A FOOL....WHEN I NOE THIS LOVE CANNOT BE TRUE BUT THE FOOLISH ME JUST WANT TO DREAM ON...LIVE ON THEASE DREAM..... I LOSE CONTROL OF MYSELF...TOTALLY.BECAUSE OF YOU TVXQ. I AM NOT BLAMING YOU JUST BEGGING MYSELF TO LET GO...BUT I CAN'T JUST THAT I AM SO IN LOVE WITH TVXQ. WHAT CAN I DO TO LET GO??


my kind jaejae~~
Wednesday, April 18, 2007


if you can't see the words or pic, simply click on the picture and you will get to see the words plus my pretty jae jae~~
finish reading?? know how good my jae jae can be??
在在就是应为这样而漂亮美丽,英俊潇洒。
i feel so guilty now....becos jae jae is being so nice and kind and i feel so guilty choosing junsu over jaejoong. 在在你会原谅我吗?对不起。。。是我的错
爱为什么那么难。。。到底要做什么才好。。。在在与秀秀 到底要何从选择??
反正就是爱他们就对了。。재중, 준수 사라해요!!


oh well..

oh ya....last night i was like crying facing so much stress and pressure....mum is like nagging then later almost had a fight with stephanie yeo because of english project...then later mabel not helping all those shit...family thinking i didn't studying....and how would they know if i had study or not?? telling them is like toking to a wall they wouldn't listen. they wouldn't trust you on money matters. plus they use results to do judgement on you." i see your result and i will know( if you had studied)" thats what they always said to you...good results " well done" no prizes no encouragement....definately thinking " it is your job to study and do well" bad result or rather fair results "why is it like that??" of cos with angry tone....ok so it is my fault that my brain is not working well?? yeah i studied?? but my IQ simply not working with me...i am studying, information can't get in....want me to build a computer into my brain?? dun worry my beloved parents i am so not blaming you for my stupidness just blaming myself for being so stupid. decided to vent it all out last night causing my stupid eyes to be so swollen. so eventually i decided to stop crying. i can't always be crying. i want to laught wholeheartedly just like when i am crying. i always felt so unture when laughing. i just want to laugh with my whole heart. so i decided whatever kind of obstacles or difficulties i face, i will not cry. cos i wouldn't want tvxq to look at me with pityful eyes. i want them to see me as a gal who had lived her life with happiness. like there is no troubles. thats what i wanna give tvxq. junsu had been like that...being happy lived as if there is no troubles....being pure and innocent....yup that is my junsu!! i just wanna follow his footsteps...i vowed not to think of death with time are bad cos i wouldn't want tvxq to think i am a gal with such depression thinking. everything i do i would do it for tvxq because they are my strength of living....providing the needs of my life.


what a day...

monday--->
spent the whole day away....didn't even had the time to watch my oppa....ok a bit...that is not enough for me to survive ok!!! grrr....morning had class afternoon napfa evening till late night dance...nice hor....is like working out during afternoon till night. best right?? monday reached home like 11 plus slept very late....but still has to get up on time for tuesday school best....so damn tired la....haiz....what can i do.....since it is already over....

tuesday-->
woke up and wah....dizzy....heachaches...didn't get enough sleep so was like floating to school...first period of lesson was social studies and i just couldn't concentrade cos i am too tired head too pain and my head is just so dizzy....basically i thinking i was going to faint like during class....which luckily i didn't...and during social studies i have to copy down notes and i had to lift my head up and down?? wah....such a chore...making my head more pain more dizzy..and what i wrote is like super small..something like this small "example" very small right....then it like i ahd to support my head using my hands while writing. miss hazelin almost caught me la....cos i looked so tired and almost falling asleep...wah...mianhae to miss hazelin!! then later at lunch i finally felt better!! yay....really food can cure me sia....so changmin!!! haha...erm....then thats all i remember?? wait~~~oh ya...afternoon i did project with jia ping and yi seon....mianhae jia ping i forgot your korean name le!!! any way we did the project thing like the whole afternoon....and mabel waqsn't there to do it with us...making us do all the work at least most of them...haiz...ok...forget about it i dun wanna tok about it...


stop show me that pic!!!
Sunday, April 15, 2007

grrrrr....you never noe how angry i am to see that pic junsu kissing that little junsu!!! i can't stand it any more!!! why mini junsu gets a kiss from junsu!!! wah......at first i said i just think of my husband and my son kissing right...now it doesn't work on me any more....i just get so jealous....grrr i am getting jealous over a kiss.....grrr.....aiya....it will be over...junsu love gals....junsu love his fan which equals to he love me...dun boo me yet i am trying to comfort my hurt soul....ah!!! can't erase that pic from my head.....grrrr....*bangs head* this is so depressing!!! junsu ah please dun do that again it will only make me more heart broken la!!! grrrr.....ok i have calm myself.....haiz.....wah!!! *broke down again* junsu.....why you did that.....others find it sweet me find it sweet too but i am also jealous...i am a gal ok...i get jealous too.....seeing my idol who i love so much kissing me really jealous....grrrr...grrr...should have joined SM right now!!! GRRRRRRRR!!!!!!

oh well enough of that shall continue that tmr....wakakaka....weird right i noe...any way today didn't get any better when my mum nags and get angry...oh well i dunno why and i shalln't say it....only makes it more unbearable...haiz.....life is so depressing whats more JUNSU KISSING MINI JUNSU!!! wah.....i can't get over it....i am taking it too serious....how???? how??? HOW???? wah.....i shall go back and stare at that pic till my eyes go blind!! no la...i just venting my anger....ok....i am going....SAYONARA PPL@@@


funny tvxq...omg...love them to bits...








































































































what a life....



pai seh must put this link first cos i wanna watch this video...heh....dun mind hor...


wah today woke up at about 1 quite ok la...i slept at about 5 plus last night la...heh....watching tvxq shows last night la obviously...but it was a great night last night cos i dreamt about tvxq last night!!! whoots....you dunno how happy i was...i always can't wait to fall asleep and see what dream i am going to have....and it is so obvious i want tvxq dream right.....they are my dearies mah......so last night i dreamt about them!!! you dunno how happy i was la...but one thing bad is that i can't remember what is it about...i roughly remember is i gave them paper each for them to sign?? even in my dreams i still want them to give me signatures...wakaka..but the background like in school leh.....i got a feeling is korea school leh....i still dreamt of me myself in korea lo.....SM....shuang ah....but idiot i forgot what the whole thing is....haiz....any way still had things to make me happy...see the picture there!!! thats is why i am so happy go read yourself and you would noe....but i am still sad leh....cos tvxq oppa got more fans means me lesser chance to see tvxq oppa and means there would be other fan who is much more better than me....haiz.....give up la evon....your chance is like gone...go daydream ba...haiz...
later come back and post another one...




pictures of my cute su su dearie..





























all these is like the cuteness of junsu sweetie.....ah....
수수 DEARIE LOVE YOU FOREVER!! 至死不渝的爱。。。我爱你 金俊秀
我愿意用我的生命来守护你。。不会因为生命的不幸而放弃。。。因为我有我对你的爱
我要当你的天使, 你的守护天使。。。俊秀阿 我爱你爱到无法自拔。。。我答应你为你留在这痛苦的世界。。。这是我和你的约定。。。我对你的告白。。。


mixture of life

ah....today was ok in the morning....afternoon was okay too....at night yay is the best!! i went to suntec!!! and you noe the fountain there?? where you can leave a message for whoever and they will laser it?? ah...i went to left a message and obviously i left one for tvxq right....any tvxq fan would do that right....so left one and after a few mins it is up already and i didn't have the time to record it la!!! idiot....so i didn't get to record it and i so regret....wanted to buy auntie anne too but by the time i go to buy the shop has closed regret again....then i wanted to buy a cake at olio damn the last order was over and when i was so depressed on the unlucky encounter i saw macdonald mac cafe.....yeah.....cheese cake!!! so i bought one....so cheesy.....eat a few bites headache....but who care i have to eat it all to pu chan myself....i must eat auntie anne next week i dun care!!! grrr...hahaha....later went home and i reached home at about 11.45?? went home and straight to the com to check on my TVXQ oppa....yay~~~i always think of them....ah also watched show and there is this taiwan show...omg that guy is like super funny laugh till my stomach so damn pain....hahaha....
then i went to the fanclub and wah...heart at first like so jealous la saw pics of junsu kissing a boy to was labelled with the name little junsu...wah...i felt so jealous for the very first time....omg....heart broke...so i eventually label junsu my husband and that litlle junsu to be my son yay like that i will just think of father kissing my son whoots...hahaha like that i feel more happy....yay.....my husband kissing my son so sweet right...okok...this is a picture of it....
<-----this the pic my husband and my son kissing such father and son good relationship right....
i have other junsu handsome and cute pics lor i have to show you all man...ok i shall show them in the next post....omg so i was like so even more madly in love with junsu la...saw too many junsu cute actions....just let me see the whole video of it la.....stop showing me all those pics all i get so fuss over it.....grrr....
junsu love@@@
준수,사람해요!!! 동방신기 사랑해요!!!


yesterday...
Saturday, April 14, 2007

yesterday before yi seon helped me to make this blog i actually already made one.....and hell i forgot everything about it....the password....i forgot all....and i have already save one post as a draft in that blog!!! ah....got to trouble yi seon to do another blog for me.....once again KAMSAHAMNIDA YI SEON!!! hahaha....yesterday that draft post was super depressed one...hahaha....and lucky i didn't post it cos i wouldn't want my sunshine image to be destroyed!!! sunshine image is like always happy and positive....ah...i want to have this image la!!! cos junsu have this....he is so positive and happy also dunno if he had any troubles....love to be with him!!! cos he would make my day to be so happy....and why i like him is because he makes me laugh!!! i tend to fall in love with guys who make me laugh and also who are cute and handsome....hahaha....junsu fits it all!!! go junsu!~! hahaha.....

what happened yesterday>>

was actually going to record a song of me singing my little princess and then send it to SM for some contest and hell i didn't go join cos my other partner who was going to join with me said that we weren't prepared and we could join the next time....yeah i was disappointed got really depressed after that.....i am not blaming her....but was really angry with me losing the chance again....me hated myself for that.....sayonara for the chance of getting closer to meeting tvxq!!! bye bye!!! haiz...hell there is still so many chance in the world so why am i getting so upset upon this one chance?? ok...i just encouraged myself...hahaha....

sometimes my post can be so weird....i agree to that.....wakakaka....lets just continue...

later i had dance...miss jacky was there and that mr.....what was his name....shit i forgot his name....or rather i dunno how to spell la....sorry la...my english cannot mah....just call him rojak for now...mr rojak was not there...yay~~you noe if he is there i will get so scared!! then is like i must like smile the whole time that i looked like some dork!!! grrrr....he just get me so nervous....grrr....hell him but he is a nice instructor though at least he teaches good dances move...at least better than the previous one...oooo and had great time with my ah peh....hahaha....ah peh always so funny....hahaha....and miss jacky called her giant wakakakaka!!! erm...had dinner at my auntie house later on....helped to clean the table then eat banana by the kitchen window...staring at the sky....dunno why i was looking there but i felt so good....was thinking tvxq oppa are you looking at the same sky just like what i am doing now?? was on the verge of crying upon thinking that.....had to leave that window cos i couldn't cry so suddenly in my auntie house mah....my auntie can really read my mind....she asked me 在想心事???hahaha...i answered her mei you ah....obviously i was lying right?? i told her a white lie....cos i wouldn't want her to worry....so good right?? ah...went home...wah....super tired.....had dance and2.4....leg are like broken....told my dad my result of my 2.4 and what the heck he told me...he told me he ran faster....bash him in the head!!! he should be like saying well done!! but he told me that.....obviously my dad wasn't that kind of dad i was imagining..haha slept like about at 11 plus i guessed when i was supposed to stayed up and watched tvxq videos....give myself a tight slap...hahaha....oh well woke up had a head ache and eventually had a slight fever....wah.....head pain...going to check one my tvxq dears now

SAYONARA!!!


dong hae incident

One member of Super Junior had to apoligize because of an incident.Super Junior had a program in Beiging, China for 7 days. After hearing about this, 1500 Chinese Females were waiting at the airport.Super Junior's Donghae had said while trying to get pass the crowd, "Get out of the way, f***"This video was posted publicly and was a search on the internet.Therefore, Super Junior had to apoligize publicly.Super Junior (from SM Ent.) had said "We are very sorry. It was very crowded and while we were trying to pass through the crowd, those words just came out naturally. It wasn't said purposely. For those people that were hurt hearing this message, we are very sorry. Even Donghae (the person who said it) is very depressed (?)"Even stars(celebs) have a hard time as just regular people and mistakes can come from anybody. Even the person who said it (DongHae) is having a very hard time with this. Even we understand this. But, as much love that DongHae has recieved, we hope that he will be able to get every piece of love back to where it was.


dong hae is so careless to have say that in public....but he is human....so....lucky him to be forgive if not he can get ready to say bye bye to the entertainment industry....and thanks to him i can comfirm that sipal really means fuck in korean...wow thanks donghae for helping me clarify this yi wen i have....no insult or what to donghae......seriously.....i still love you donghae everyone does mistakes just like you and me....wow my english is better....hahaha....
with the situation like donghae....everyone will tend to say that right....(say yes!!) i think i will too....not sure what i would say....i think i will control myself ba....cos i wouldn't want tvxq to noe i say vulgar right...some more in the public with let say my fans....wakakakakakakaka.... yay~~i going to post another one regarding my post ytd!!! whoots,,,


kamsahamnida!

first post is delicated to yeeshan!! who helped me in creating this bog which eventually became a chore to me....but yee shan helped in and all...so yi seon saranghaeyo!! and erm... can't to see my tvxq blogskin to show up... oh ya yee shan pls help me link this website!!!

http://z13.invisionfree.com/TVfXQ_SFC

thank you!!


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