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the last day of nov.....and how did i spend it...mm i forget liao....
i rather not noe how i spend it....

2 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY AND I AM REALLY GETTING OLD ALREADY!!!
wow i rmb how excited i was last year like expecting junsu to at least....received my letter....and i guess the ending of the letter is down the rubbish bin.

haiz......i wan junsu....all i want for birthday is XIAH JUNSU.

ok...i am bored and totally lying here died waiting for my birthday to come.

ok i shall be gone..

mmmm after thinking....why am i still like getting all fussed up and fucked up.
i mean what they say or think is like......mmm i can't change it in one time or something....
so i decided to leave it what it is. i mean what can i do. what they think or say is theirs.

so i decided to heck about everything.

mmm....i am happy for my O CONCERT DVD even though i smashed my piggy bank.
ha.

whatever....
if you think i am not caring to about your feeling....
i am sorry then. mmmm but have you ever though that i was playing with you?
ah....i should have been serious....

ok i am done...LALALA

look at his arms...HOT!!

micky what you doing to jae??

ah!!! HOT~~~

junsu!!! oh mo mo...

nia...TVXQ~~

rising sun^^

cool sia...

JUNSU why are you so hot?

so cute neh....

junsu: i am hot eh??

i noe you like anycall phones...

come on man...BOA AND JUNSU DO NOT LOOK GOOD TOGETHER!!

they won!! yay!! please watch their summer dream performance.

this is hilarious man....

from this dress...to....

this....

and this.....model? me la....haha^^

my AATVXQ 2...

so handsome...

all my tvxq stuffs...

my AATVXQ 2

min le....giving me...what kind of.....expression??

while pl ys von playing swing...mabel....

THREE PLAYING SWING...

螳螂！！！

i think green colour one nicer...

ok these are random pics haha....

oh and i changed my blogskin de pic. JUNSU's from tvxq pic foun in bonjour paris.
it dun really go in with the layout and all but who cares man....i like the pic can liao...haha

ok stares real good at it...junsu is super hot^^

hey guys you noe how depressed i am like right now?!

ah!!! malaysia concert thailand concert photobook....birthdays....money....
my head and heart hurts a thousand....

and my dad is really weird now...he is like scolding the footballer like just now...hilarious >.<

ok first malaysia concert : i can't go there and so tvxq is so near yet so far. what's more stressing for me is i am staring more and more tvxq malaysia concert pics and video which makes me more hurt.... I AM A SASAENG!!! who keep watching them knowing it hurts more. DUNG DUNG XD

next: Thailand concert. it is on my dear prince JUNSU birthday. DAMN hell stab me. i can't go. money and parents problem. COME STAB ME MORE. junsu please forgive me not able to celebrate your birthday the second time.

photobook. STAB it is out of stock like online? and what i want is the damn special LIMITED bonjour paris photobook plus DVDs. OH GOD. DUNG DUNG XD ok man how much i go search is like labelled OUT OF STOCK. shit...and yesasia is selling 200 plus for that.... STAB ME KILL ME CUT ME CHOP ME.

my birthday. ge's birthday. my birthday it is confirmed that my family will not be celebrating with me. HOW HURT I WAS. ok nvm....and i saved a msg in my phone how i felt during the moment i got the news....it goes like this....:
because i couldn't be bothered about how you are treating my birthday, this is gonna be the last time i gonna cry related to my birthday. i not gonna cry because of this any more.bye bye my tears my precious drops of crystal-like tears. i dun think i will be seeing you till next time another heart-breaking event knock into me. i gonna lock my tear box and keep it aside and let it rust till then. say hello to tearless evon and pray that she will be strong and happy. may god and my po be by my side.
ge birthday present.....dun think have this financial problems liao....due to my OUT-OF-STOCK-STUPID-BONJOUR-PARIS-LIMITED-PHOTOBOOK. aish....

and one last thing....i am broke. WALLAO EH.

btw....wed outing with cousin changed to sunday which turned out to be i will be with cousin on My birthday...nia...prays hard she noe what to do man....

tmr going out....tuesday not sure if i am....wed free....thurs YAY IMPORTANT DAY. friday fee sat free sun not free.

KIM JUNSU PLEASE WISH ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY....
i miss you so much my dearest prince. i really do miss you.

you noe what tvxq was mentioned in the Korean drama call lover? and was like shit...haha was what the hell-ing when they mentioned dong fang sheng qi two times....haha

but the way, my birthday really sux.....mmmm starting to hate myself and my birthday....i hope my liking of tvxq wouldn't affect tvxq's popularity...

mmmm and what else? i was told to change position of basketball place in clique. i am suppose to shoot? i can't shoot my dear.....i seriously can't shoot although i shot in two balls during the last match against mohawk and gang....haiz....why...i am better at snatching ball....PLEASE RETURN MY POSITION!!!!

mmm i hope to play with mohawk and gang again.....it is fun playing with them^^

haiz....my birthday is just next week. can you believe it?
haha....i can't believe it. soon i will be a sec 4 already and i am already a one year cassiopeia can you believe it? last year this time i was watching tvxq old videos....mmmm haha nice memories...

and i am bored now...bye bye!!!!!

it hurts so much.....my tears my heart does not belong to me any more...
aish this isn't me any more....

it hurts so much.

it's a stupid thing nia...ok i hate myself more than anything right now. can i just kill myself?

yah...jealous...i am jealous again!!! shit. what's wrong with me? jealous!! dun ask me jealous over what i am just jealous...*pouts*

haiz....i noe someone out there will like me for who i am but right now...i feel like dying...haiz...i keep thinking i am like a piece of shit and i keep wanting to change myself to someone. i guess i should start thinking to accept who i really am. haiz...ok. tell me one thing that you are willing to stay as a friend with me.

haiz....i wanna accept the real me and realize this thing that someone out there will like me for who i am. come on let me noe that it is this way man...

aish...getting bored each other and i am troubled all the time. maybe as i grow older i tend to think more huh? think too much!!! WAH!!!

i wanna to be as innocent as possible.

tell me what the real me is....bring me back to the life i long for.

wake me up from this dream. i have slept too long....too sweet bring me back to the real world. not to sleep for eternity. i love sweet dream feeling like watching a brand new movie but....perhaps i am tired...

bring the real me back. no troubles....no worries... let me laugh the way i should be. bring the me back. I MISS YOU EVON WONG!!! I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!! BRING THE REAL ME!!!

How to make a evon
Ingredients:5 parts success3 parts crazyiness1 part empathy
Method:Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add emotion to taste! Do not overindulge!

there you go. this is how you make evon. dung dung XD

so i am made up with such stuffs? i tot i was made up of blood skin organs and stuffs. STUPID!! XP haha i got this from yt's blog. kinda cool^^ haha i wonder what junsu is made of...

How to make a junsu
Ingredients:1 part success5 parts courage3 parts leadership
Method:Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of sadness

oh i see....ok...there is one junsu only so i wouldn't make another junsu to scare him and myself XD

and you noe what? our clique members have different position in basketball games.

jp ys hm are the shooters^^

i snatch the ball. cos that is like what i can only do.

eugenice snatch ball too^^

mabel snatch ball from under the net.

peiling runs around^^.

COOL HUH?

ok....first i am here to scold!!!
ok stupid 113 people!! what i mean is the people who took the bus 113 like just now.
one uncle stepped my foot. one stupid auntie used her elbow to bang me *FUCK OFF* and that same auntie tok on the phone and was practically using me to balance herself. and many more people pushing me around. HEY FUCKED OFF BASTARD ASSHOLE BLOODY PEOPLE i am a human too not for you to push around be FUCKING considerate!! shit ass!!!

ok i am done^^

haha.....ok so jie jie came to me...haha jie jie i am ok already^^ and they planning for the birthday thing....haiz...i am kept away from knowing any thing....i am so bored....

ah bored,,,

what else ah?

practically nothing so yah bye

what she said was right man.....i still can get all hella exited when my grandma just passed away not too long ago and still got the guts to ask for a damn photobook.

i am a bastard shit.

sorry if i still have the guts to ask for a celebration.

i dunno how to face her too. but i was so hurt to hear that from her. i was so hurt but she totally pointed out the main point.

HOW COULD I CELEBRATE WHEN MY GRANDMA JUST PASSED AWAY NOT TOO LONG AGO!!! ah!

i hate myself too. shit.

she was right...

now the point is.... i dunno how to face her and while it is like this i am angry why aren't she telling me these straight when we were on the phone?

i bet she don't even noe...

haiz...i was so damn fucked off hurt.

i am a asshole shit. ARGH

i am watching one same o jung ban hup dance performance in three different 2006 award ceremonies. haiz... you know i can totally remember how to dance that already.... haha... no la if i got that heart and mood to learn lo. i think i will stick to rising sun dance steps^^

2006 there is so many award ceremonies and tvxq went for them and of cos they won lots of awards^^ this year i guess...it is not their year due to their HIGH AMOUNT OF STAYING IN JAPAN!! shit lo...haiz...it's ok....2008 they will be producing their 4th korean album and muahahahaha 2008 is another year for them to win all that awards home!!! WHEE!!! but this year they also won an award....that MTV japan thingy...haha...

oh ya....this year's MKMF not nice one.....last year one nicer^^ remember to watch those videos!!!

i think with tvxq would be more fun hahah but you will see all the other singers with that bu shuang faces cos like all the fans are cassiopeias~~

http://z13.invisionfree.com/TVfXQ_SFC/index.php?showtopic=7922

^.^ the link^^

junsu are you trying to seduce me in any way?? YEAH I AM SEDUCED!!!

baby you are so cute!!! i love you!!! haha ewww....disgusted by myself...

but how can he be this cute??!!

super cute de...and why does he look so pretty in some ways too??

shit....i want to be his WIFE!!!! *runs*

junsu you tootie you made my day!!

i love you more each day cos you made me feel like i am in cloud nine^^

aren't he cute??

more pics of him in BONJOUR PARIS in next post.

i wanna say thank you to ALICE AKA YUE!!! thank you for delicating that topic of tootie junsu for me^^ it really made me smile^^ and mabel who tried her hardest to comfort me like ten minutes ago^^ jia ping who stopped me from thinking too much. haha AND MY PRECIOUS CLIQUE MEMBERS WHO TRIED SO HARD IN TRYING TO MAKE MY SPECIAL DAY A REAL SPECIAL ONE. i love you guys^^ i am better now^^ i change alot^^ compared to the last post aren't i better now?? haha....thanks guys you dun have to try so hard for my birthday make it comfortable would do^^

it is only a birthday...dun have to be so serious.....and it totally sux when it turned sour.

haiz...it hurts to see people fighting just some birthday thing. worst it is mine. i hate so much if it like this. plus....dun need for celebration since even my family dun really bother,,, how hurt i am.

i can't get things done. it is shit and it sux. i hate it so much. since when i started hating my birthday? i guess this is the first time i hate my birthday and a few times disappointed how my birthday just passed just like that.

i am really depressed....

you know how excited i was and anxious when i saw how happy my friends were when they celebrated jp's birthday one month ago. i hoped mine will be as wonderful too. this is not what i hoped for when it starts to turn sour. they are fighting. shit.

sorry guys i am really not good in choosing a place which suits you. money terms and place terms. seriously a basketball court would be fine too.

I'm so hurt

this hurt so much...

why am i emphasising on birthdays?? cosi was so hurt when i totally really looked forward this day so much and i wanted so much attention from my family and what fucking thing they did? sorry i wanted so much and wasn't this much of understanding too. haiz...PO SORRY IS LIKE YOU LEFT US NOT LONG AGO AND I AM HERE CELEBRATING MY BIRTHDAY??

i noe i am a total bastard shit...i hate myself being like that too.

mmmm.....i am happy^^

like this week and next week i am packed with outing^^
tmr is tuesday? i totally have no idea where to go....but i think i am gonna claim back my badminton rackets from jiaping de house...haha^^
wed....nothing also....shit....
thursday prayers to po po....I MISS YOU PO!!!!
friday going out with da ge and ge. i hope they still rmb? if not it is fine with me.
next monday....dunno
next tuesday dunno
next wed going out with cousins. MIN AH YOU PROMISE TO BUY PRESENT FOR ME DE!!!
thursday.....29 hor? yay birthday celebration with clique!!
friday....nothing
sat nothing
sun THIS IMPORTANT DAY!!! IS 2 DEC!!! and i have no idea if i am going out.

ok thats all. haiz...

my birthday this year is so unprepared...and most of all. in my life i had to celebrate without my po.
but i noe po will be looking out for me in heaven with a smile on her face^^
right po? haha^^ i can rmb your happy face you noe^^ although i kinda young...haha

mmmm...ok i am bored... and shit lo.....today it came!!! haiz...no wonder it hurts....i hope you noe what it means...hahaha^^

RAH!!!!!!

faiz get to go thailand concert TWO DAYS!!! BOTH TWO DAYS!!!

cries...and i dun get to go either one....come STAB ME

yup this is a late post and i wonder if any one read my blog or not cos practically no one tag my blog!!! wah!!! hahaha please allow me to post my rants hahaha^^

oh and i wanna show you guys funny conversation between....
jiaping : higher than officer rank pig
eugenice: unknown
evon: general pig

but i tell you the conversation is too long for me to post....so i just deleted the whole conversation that i copied and pasted the other time.

rough sktech of what we said is.....acting as officer and general.
then what channel 5 news. junsu killed jp thats what jp thinking at first. haha...so on and so forth...haha but it is really funny and super long time ago...haha and i tell you i can type super fast now....and without seeing the keyboard i can just type out what i want!!! yay!!

aren't i good? ok gotta go...

as you can see, MKMF screwed up. wasn't in my expectation list^^
I tot it was like some respectful music award thing? and it turned out to be a chaos and mess.
Cassiopeia fought with elf?? elf?? isn't that like suju fan club? and tvxq actually are like best of friends with tvxq? and their fans can't befriend peacefully. WOW

and what's worse tvxq didn't turn up for MKMF which many people went there just for them and they did say ANYBAND will perform which also didn't perform. haiz....obviously the fans wanna go home already. i mean the main point of them still there is like....main point there is TVXQ AND ANYBAND?? so......Cassiopeia riot due to the guards not letting them go. MESSY PATHETIC.

ok...disappointed...compared to last year? OMG last year is much better^^

btw everything is fine now^^ i am seriously glad. i was worrying about the clique survival. and i was blaming myself for poking my nose into that awful situation..BUT SERIOUSLY i am glad really glad that it is ok now^^ i was on the verge to cry ytd you noe?

mmmm and today went to aunt house^^ MIN LE YOU FINALLY WANNA PLAY WITH ME? hahah she always cries when i carry her man....haiz...and she let me carry her longer now^^ YAY!!

ok and what's there to post??

oh and you noe jaejoong's surprise party?? i got the idea already!!! but dunno how to write it out and express give me time k?

that's all for today folks^^

chao^^

it is always one thing that i would not wanna touch. it is like a scar/wound that i wouldn't one to touch. today the wound was cut opened big and painfully. i dun wan to be reminded how much it hurt.

remember how many times we been together? walking through those happy times and sad times.
remember when we are happy we hug each other as a way to congrats?
remember we always tok to each other sitting around the table?

remember these and that?
remember those time?

i never believed in friends forever ever since i got the scar when i was sec 1. it was only when sec2 i met these friends. it may only been 1 or 2 years with them but they really are my strength.

my friends you made me believe in friends forever again. i would love to see the clique staying on. so...yeah....i love the peaceful and wonderful time with you guys.

i really hope we can be friends forever.

i really do.

mind me if i was to busybody. stepping my foot into every other situation. sorry.
but may i highlight the point i only wanted to do it for friend's good. but now i realise i am abit too kpo. so i will never do anything any more...

friends forever ok?

hahaha was actually there to run but instead i only run one round and the rest of the time? slack.

haha it was super fun i tell you. laughing most of the time lo...haha...and they were -_-" me...

haha but it was really fun!!!

took pics post them tmr i guess^^

tmr will be going to NTUC with aunt to help her at 1.30

after that feel free to ask me out!!! please!!

YAH PARK YOOCHUN dun you say: come here babe to my prince xiah junsu!!!
YAH go say that to your gf!!!
YOOSU IS NOT ALLOWED HERE!!! or rather in front of me....wah!!!

junsu is crazyXD
he goes hay-wried in FOREVER LOVE off shot movie. at least i think he did. haha
there is this junsu's magic part in the off shot and i was like....WTH?!
ok...not only junsu master the art of oyaji he mastered magic too?
sighs...JUNSU IS 万能!!!
http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/GLNL2oKgaNQ/ ( link to watch offshot)
and yoonho is super funny in the off shot. what's wrong with him =X
yoonho was meow-ing at the cat? picking up the fake rock and he dropped it haha hilarious^^ and his embarrassed har har~~ whee FUNNY GUY!! LOL XP
joongie the bones will not come to life...he looks scared XD and why are you amazed? ^-^
AND NOT TO BE MISSED!!! yoochun piano version of forever love!! XD

and junsu updated his iple^^

he uploaded the ANYBAND SHOWCASE pic. and talked about the college exams + showcase.

TALK PLAY LOVE yeah we know=P

mmm yoonho updated too^ now only junsu and yoonho updates? ARGH!!!XD

me and shan talked about the present for my ge. HILARIOUS.
ge please dun kill us, just for funs XD

shan and von private limited presents....
hahaha and the story goes on^^

currently thinking about the second part of [jaejoong's surprise party^^]...dunno how to start for the second but ideas are coming in. please wait^^ COMING SOON~~

mmm running later? but i am so sure i am not running...i just ate my curry biscuits? i wouldn't want to hurt my stomach. XD

haha....and what else to add?

NOTHING.

mmm let's wait till my ideas to come in. hahaha

TILL THEN...BYE BYE!!!!

"girls?! girls?! GIRLS?!
why are they all around me. and where the hell am i? classroom? WHAT?!"

the confused jaejoong looking around with those filled with fear eyes.

"why am i in a classroom with girls?? and worst of all....WHY AM I WEARING THE GIRL UNIFORM?!"
__________________________________________________________________
you must be wondering what the hell is going on. but first let me introduce the characters^^

the main character is jaejoong who is a "gal"
and i am the "fairy"
also other members are included...
some to be added as the story goes on.
stop crapping and the story goes on....
___________________________________________________________________

"ok jaejoong you have to calm down. girls around you is nothing. you have to understand this is nothing. afterall you are a handsome boy which attracts girls so it wouldn't matter if you are surrounded by girls yeah?? ok jaejoong now think why are you in a girl uniform? THINK"

"are you okay??" a sweet voice travelled through jaejoong's ear
" I AM NOT OKAY!" with a angry tone jaejoong accidentally pushed her causing her to land on her butt. not a small fall but a big fall with a big fat bang and let say a few hits of tables and chair?
" ouch......" you spot tears running around her eyes....
" ARGH...go away..." with that message left, jaejoong stomped out of the classroom.

"where's the gents?? i obviously need to be there to think. and obviously those can't come in and obviously i will not be disturbed... argh girls"

and goes the search of gents.

"ok what is this? no gents?? what the??"

mmmm you dun have to search that hard...there is no gents here. this is a girls school.hehe

"WHO ARE YOU?!"

hey dun shout in my ear....can't you see my wings?? see~~*points*

"NO....who are you? *hits*"

hey...gentle....i have flesh and i hurt too....

"OK....so...why are you here?"

i am here to tell you...your situation^^

"oh....so you changed me into like that?" jaejoong with his sly smile.

clever^^ since you noe....i shall be gone!!

"mmmmm clever move..."

and with fast action + fast reaction jaejoong caught hold of the fairy.

"YAH....change me back."

no way....you look super cute with this^^

and before jaejoong can react with this, fairy is gone. of cos why would the fairy let jaejoong caught hold of her once again?

"YOU!!! COME BACK!!! "

to be continued...

天上最美的东西是？夜空？星星？还是月亮？

在我心中，星星是最美丽的。

我好喜欢星星。。不知为何，我总是抬头望着夜空里的星星。

一闪一闪亮晶晶
满天都是小星星

如此就好了…………

hanyupinyin is bad so can only typed till here...haha...

disturbed...

sighs....maybe i would want to be a star in the night sky. stars are so beautifully nice. beautiful stars can you hear all my saying? beautiful stars up in the sky can you see my sorrow? beautiful stars can you see my tears? beautiful stars can you sense my sadness? beautiful star will you shine every night?

i miss "me"

i miss the life i used to enjoy.

maybe i asked too much...

sighs....ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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I AM IRRITATED AGAIN!!!

just wanna say a big fat SORRY to lotsa people.

my mum....ma...dui bu qi shi wo hai ni gen pa pa cao jia....dui bu qi.

jie jie....i hurt her leg today.

da ge... my elbow hit her ahem and i stepped her feet today

peiling...i stepped her feet

mabel...once again i stepped her feet

yeeshan...did i hit you?

hui min i didn't hit you right??

haiz....too....violent today....sighs...

tmr is a brand new day.

new day awaits....i wanna see the sun....

junsu....miss you^^

i wish i was there.....when you need someone...

i wish i will be there alll the time...

i wish...

19 days to my special day^^
32 days to my JUNSU special day^^
43 days to my TVXQ special day^^ (i think)

whee~~~

can't wait for junsu's birthday^^ but i can't even celebrate....cos....he is not with me!!! plus he will be in Thailand doing concert on that day. SHIT
i wanna be there too!!! wah~~~*stabs myself*

mmmm was thinking how to spend $70 that is the total amount both my sis giving me....
dunno what to ask for. TVXQ!!! i bet it is hardly enough hahaha...*cries harder*

mmmm seriously dunnno i dun even noe what to do on my birthday.....dun even noe whether my family will be spending that special day with me..sighs *haix...*

people must wish me happy birthday on that special day k?? that will definitely make my day!!

waiting for my 15th birthday to arrive....but that will means that i am older le=_="
but that also means one step closer to korea immigration^^
but i am not korean i am afraid to be discriminated....SHIT

mmm....having clique meeting later....no idea why....WAEYO??

and it is gonna be 1.....ONE ONLY?? i wake up at 9.45 today...heh... and now only 1??

time DUN fly....

haha=_="

mmmm bored.....damn bored...

i woke up at about.....1 plus??

mmm and i had a bad headache...i can't sleep for long hours if not i have headache...weird huh?
haha

oh...and i was super bored today.

went to hlm with sis at about 3 plus or 2 plus. ate at yoshinoya. ate that holiday student special salmon set. mmmm yummy^^

and waited for my aunt to appear. she went shopping at boby arts for tee....and to think we waited for her so long and she told us she didn't plan to go NTUC.....

but she still went there with us^^
was that close to ask her to buy me tees...haha she bought me two already^^ and gave me another one.

hahaha went NTUC asked my aunt to buy me one pack of tibits^^
asked her to buy U magazine....

haha...

fun la^^

STUPID PHOTO BUCKET!!! can't work!! can't post pics lo....dun need to post pics in forum today lo. tmr lo. pray that someone dun faster than me can le....haha^^

bye bye off to eat dinner liao^^
hungry sia....

as you can see...i changed the blogskin pic and i do noe it doesn't blend.....but i just have to put junsu's pic you noe...sighs...but i gonnna put that till i see already very sian hahaha...so here it goes^^ i just have to put junsu's pic...humphs!!!

haha...

any way i noe it will look weird but please bear with it k??

hahaha i like junsu's anyband style....mmm any one can seriously tell me how to put music in your blog?? i am gonna die...

happy birthday stephanie yeo!!

mmmm yup....i only wished her at about 2.50pm haha...and i ate my lunch at 3 plus today hahaha...
and now what time? 5.15pm i am hungry liao.

any way just now when walking back home my sis bought * beer?? or volka? those drink already will drunk type* and i drank abit.... and now i got a super headache....and i am still super awake...i can't drink beer!!!

oh...and i posted 4 pics/topic of tvxq...lala....

and and ytd i posted one news of tvxq in thailand. you noe what??? JUNSU IS SICK!!!

yah....heart ache... poor junsu having fever.....stupid SM!!! i dun like SM but poor junsu because of SM then can fulfil his singer dream...sighs...

JUNSU get well soon k? i will support you and love you k? get well my prince!!

btw...SM is so trying to burn my pocket.......the concert DVD coming out soon....and and that paris photobook...and and that shine photobook...forever love single...
any band cd....shit la...

watever!!! me no money gonna broke soon.

YAH SM ME NO MONEY LE LA!!! roarrrrr

if you saw the last 3 posts.....sorry...i was really angry yesterday so....yup^^

but i have already deleted it....so...yup^^

dun be scared away!!!

haha....okok i i am done.

peiling seems to be scared away by me...

hahaha... pei ling me not angry already!!

i have so much fun today!!

discovered AATVXQ 2 hidden videos. =_="
and if i didn't read from tvxq fan blog i will never know and let day go by...

discovered that my VLC? player can take snapshots....fun!!!

watched the maiden's vow till ep20...omg...

changed my blogskin all by myself^^ proud!! but trying to find that link for music...

sang and trained ANYBAND 's songs....

made ANYBAND-JUNSU phone themes.....

embarrassed myself today 3 times.

sang too loud....i think my neighbour heard me singing...-_-"
i was like using the life as mirror when the life with another neighbour came up. (saw me=_=")
can't remember what it is already....(told you i have only a limit of 2 days for memories)

mmmm.....what's there today??

oh....i didn't post any tvxq news today.....cos....they are at thai and totally no new news....

ok poofs off.....i like my blogskin although a bit plain....

i need a new blogskin...
i need someone to teach me how to add more things in my blog.
i need this "someone" to wrap this all...

thank you^^

ROX TO THE BIGGEST CORE!! I LOVE IT TO HELL!!! I WAN TO OWN ALL THE SONGS!! AND THE VIDEO...I FEEL LIKE I AM WATCHNG A MOVIE BUT IT IS JUST A CF. WONDERFUL COOL AWESOME NICE CF.

watch it and you will noe...

http://z13.invisionfree.com/TVfXQ_SFC/index.php?showtopic=7817

this is the link of the post where junsu's pics from anyband is.....and it is delicated to me!!! muahahaha...by who? by alice^^

thank you so much!!!

you all should noe that i like junsu's hairstyle and image from any band or rather any call CF.

I LOVE YOU ANYCALL~~~ i love samsung!!! i love the one who chose junsu as one of the spokeperson of ANYCALL. i love the stylist who style up junsu for ANYCALL.

I LOVE YOU KIM JUNSU!!! hahaha...

any way junsu is so hot!!! so deep in love with junsu~~~

toobad he only had this kind of hairstyle for ANYCALL....

mmmm.....sighs....i wan junsu~~~

any way i went to the doc with sis and i tell you the posters there is super funny.

" god please grant me patience.....hurry"

i could only rmb this. LOL.

erm.....i typed another one into my phone just before my handphone ran out of battery and shut off by itself. and now i am lazy to charge it and on it and type it here. HA

sorry being lazy here and bored and desperately want junsu to be here too.HA

mmm....lime green!!! i wan lime green!!!

that's right^^

SEXY!!! spot his S line man....that pose is so HOT!!

this is the pic i dislike....and that gal....looks like a doll.

baby, you are so handsome^^ *pukes* sorry not use to be so....eeyer

my drawing^^ nice hor?

i designed this logo^^

that's me and da ge....hahahahaha

shan's "interesting" pic....wah!!! shan you 360 turned your boby!! OMG!!

my green nails + my nail polish^^ that is my nice arrangement^^

last night i painted my nails green. haha it is not lime green!!! damn but it is still green haha^^

any way today the main story is evon and jia ping adventures in school toilet---around the world in 15 mins.

if you wanna noe where we have been do look out in shan's blog for pics^^
PS: me and jp are simply two dorks playing with our school toilet paintings^^

and i just updated news on junsu new CF (any call) press conference pics and there is one gal who looks like a doll to me. (boo hoo)
and i dislike her sitting next to junsu!! ROAR
this is when i am jealous~~haha i think i will just scare away junsu...haha^^

oh and if you wanna see some interesting pic of shan shan head 360 degree turn see the next post^^

and my green nails see next post.

and my drawings on jp's tissue paper wrapper.

and addition of me and da ge pic.

and more junsu's pic. that's all folks^^

might be back to post at night?

oh and i tell you guys, i took part in the hlm thingy. today my photo reached and i am going to take part....hmmmm my photo sux to core....i am gonna lose....sighs...

ok that's all!!!

mmm if the last post you didn't get to read it nvm cos after thinking i decided to delete it. and if you wonder what it is about dun bother about it already^^

any way i was thinking how to make this blog into a happy and interesting blog...and i was thinking...and i can't find the answer. searched deep in heart and brain but still to no avail.

and i got sun burnt for the very first time. damn now i noe the pain. cos the sun burnt on my face hurts. roarr!!!

......nothing to say but protest~~~

no more sun no more playing under the big blaring sun!!!

6 facts on earth.

you can't touch all your teeth with your tongue.
after reading this all fools will try it
now you will smile cos you have became a fool
now you wan to fool your friends
now you will forward to all fools
fact 1 is false.

WHAT THE HELL?!

above sms is sent by my toot toot ge. i was like WTH with this msg but i must tell you fact 5 and fact 4 is not true cos at least i didn't send it to the "fools" cos i wouldn't want to waste my sms...

....i wanna bash up my ge!!! ROARRR

ok...end of my story....lalala......lime green nail polish i am coming tmr~~~ yay!!!

i wanna buy a limelight nail polish^^ i have been planning this for a long time and finally after friday's lesson i will painting it on my hands de nails^^

any way today went to play badminton at 10 went to eat lunch only at about 1 plus? not sure^^
after eating went to play my fav swing.....i love the swing^^

then went back and only me shan and ge willing to still carry on playing badminton....roar~~

mmmm i am so tired now....good thing there is no school tmr...and i am hungry now...haha^^

my yoshinoya food digested so fast....

wait!!! after eating we went to the koan cc there to play bb too!! i spot angel's sis---jasmine
and there is this only gal from the other team called eunice. i think she is kind and polite^^mmm i can roughly guessed that "gay" from the other team is interested in her....lala

and went to 7-11...and walked back....

tired....

shan ah please remember those Korean and Japanese i taught you...PLEASE!!

and jie jie got phobia for something...

and i aching everywhere....

and i like junsu's rainy night^^

for some reason i feel very dizzy now....and i am hungry....

i just remembered i want to eat seaweed!! hahaha

LOL...

ok going off to bathe...eee the stingy xiao yi...haha