I WANT TO DIE.
can't believe i really had this thought flash by my mind.
its just annoying to know that you are under the OH SO MIGHTLY powers of your parents.
and it kills how your parents abuse this authority.
and there seems no way you can decline it.
i want my damn freedom back.
i want to grow up as soon as possible.
i want to be free.
and what worst, i wan to disappear and vanish as soon as possible.
its sick and irritating that i am constantly hating my own group of people that are flowing the same wong blood. (what! i am just being frank and very blunt about it)
&(^$%@*&^&*$%^@#$@*%&^%*
what will my last words be?
and what wrong do i have when i paint my nails...?
oh sorry man i painted my nails and there was this nail polish smell that was produced which totally cannot be avoided. it was my fault. SORRY MAN.
(yar right like as if it was my fault.)
I HATE YOU WORLD. i really do.
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Saturday, May 31, 2008
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Thursday, May 29, 2008
ok just gonna pop in for a while..
just have to post it here if not i will forget everything AGAIN.
was it.....
Blended Coffee
Java Chip
Sweet and creamy coffee blended with delightful chocolate chips and ice, topped with whipped cream and chocolate drizzle.
or...
Blended Cream
Chocolate
Smooth, creamy combination of chocolate, blended with ice, topped with whipped cream.
which one of it did i drink it with my cousin....WHICH ONE!! very nice leh. i tried it once and I WANT IT. i mean i wanna try it again. i remembered the taste to be very nice^^ NICE COFFEE!! oh starbucks oh starbucks i wanna visit you again!! LMAO.
which one is it....which one??
any way MOS BURGER.
my shout out: ANY ONE WANNA ACCOMPANY ME TO GO EAT AT MOS BURGER?
i miss their fish burger....really wanna eat it. haven't tried or have a taste on them or have them on my taste bug for a looonnnggggg time.
i haven't talk to eugenice oppa for a long time~~OPPA AH what are you busy with? and its weird to post this here since i could easily see her every weekdays where we attend the same school -_-" LMAO
just have to post it here if not i will forget everything AGAIN.
was it.....
Blended Coffee
Java Chip
Sweet and creamy coffee blended with delightful chocolate chips and ice, topped with whipped cream and chocolate drizzle.
or...
Blended Cream
Chocolate
Smooth, creamy combination of chocolate, blended with ice, topped with whipped cream.
which one of it did i drink it with my cousin....WHICH ONE!! very nice leh. i tried it once and I WANT IT. i mean i wanna try it again. i remembered the taste to be very nice^^ NICE COFFEE!! oh starbucks oh starbucks i wanna visit you again!! LMAO.
which one is it....which one??
any way MOS BURGER.
my shout out: ANY ONE WANNA ACCOMPANY ME TO GO EAT AT MOS BURGER?
i miss their fish burger....really wanna eat it. haven't tried or have a taste on them or have them on my taste bug for a looonnnggggg time.
i haven't talk to eugenice oppa for a long time~~OPPA AH what are you busy with? and its weird to post this here since i could easily see her every weekdays where we attend the same school -_-" LMAO
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Wednesday, May 28, 2008
ok i am going to pop in and poof away real soon.
<<<---- I <333>
wonder how many still view or visit my blog...
hmmm
all seems to be busy for who knows what reason...
all seems to be busy for who knows what reason...
i am feeling sad:(
god damn it....blogger be quick...i need to bathe and wash my newly bought clothes along with sis' and sleep. i need to wake up 7++ in the morning for school...
<<<---- I <333>some things that are added to my ownership.
new bag new clothes new pouch new eraser (rofl) new necklace. plastic bags are not into my ownership.....just took pics of it out of boredom and for fun XP
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Sunday, May 25, 2008
wow did you guys realise that the day i lasted post is the day china sichuan had the deadly earthquake? mmm just realise that >.<
and how long was it since i last posted?
any way the days that passed by were filled with heart breaking happiness and saddness.
i wanna specially mention the rumours of junsu and taeyeon.
this is sort of minor cause to my depression.
what is major cause is my mid years results and some personal problems.
any way the taesu rumours.
if i hadn't gone to soompi i guess my heart will never be this painful.
i know i shouldn't come to this conclusion of them going together, but...
i know i should be trusting junsu but with all the evidences?
i know i should wait patiently for junsu to come out and explain things....
but my heart....
junsu why why of all junsu why you?
junsu why of all why taeyeon?
junsu why why why why?
this heart of mine will start a riot in me.
junsu, the promise i made to you is a lie. A BIG FAT LIE. to cover the traces of my ugliness. i could never let you go.
junsu...junsu...junsu....
i dun wanna let you go.
junsu you do not if you do this i might......forget about you. not to mention TVXQ too.
i dun wanna.
i dun intend to.
i said TVXQ will be the last idol group that i will be going after for.
i dun wanna let you go.
junsu, i never wan to let you go
never.
and how long was it since i last posted?
any way the days that passed by were filled with heart breaking happiness and saddness.
i wanna specially mention the rumours of junsu and taeyeon.
this is sort of minor cause to my depression.
what is major cause is my mid years results and some personal problems.
any way the taesu rumours.
if i hadn't gone to soompi i guess my heart will never be this painful.
i know i shouldn't come to this conclusion of them going together, but...
i know i should be trusting junsu but with all the evidences?
i know i should wait patiently for junsu to come out and explain things....
but my heart....
junsu why why of all junsu why you?
junsu why of all why taeyeon?
junsu why why why why?
this heart of mine will start a riot in me.
junsu, the promise i made to you is a lie. A BIG FAT LIE. to cover the traces of my ugliness. i could never let you go.
junsu...junsu...junsu....
i dun wanna let you go.
junsu you do not if you do this i might......forget about you. not to mention TVXQ too.
i dun wanna.
i dun intend to.
i said TVXQ will be the last idol group that i will be going after for.
i dun wanna let you go.
junsu, i never wan to let you go
never.
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Monday, May 12, 2008
oh yeah! papers are all O-V-E-R
hallelujah.
hallelujah.
what came next? [s]RESULTS[/s] blah blah blah XP
any way yesterday was MOTHER'S DAY!! mama i love you ^^ <333333>
yesterday went to the MUSHROOM HOT POT (at OG) and i love what i wore^^
high heel boots+skinny jeans+the shirt <3333>
HAPPY belated MOTHER'S DAY!!!
why my expression the same.....LMAO
HAPPY belated MOTHER'S DAY!!!
why my expression the same.....LMAO
tmr is my death day. yay!
and this taken ytd too^^ with my PARENTS ^-^
and look what have i done to one of my DB's pic
and i shall end off^^
super HOT!
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Saturday, May 10, 2008
no you can't be back. no no no no!
i dun wanna go back to those tears-hurt-sad-depressed days.
NO i dun wan, i said NO
yes i am forgotten, so??
i agreed to, not think of what others say, SO?
i can't do it
i can't control my feeling emotions my thought
i am breaking down into pieces.
how long since i last cried and i actually saw my tears recently, often
no point forcing myself to smile when my heart is bleeding.
can i just walk away
leaving all behind
abandon all
and let my soul free
i dun wanna go back to those tears-hurt-sad-depressed days.
NO i dun wan, i said NO
yes i am forgotten, so??
i agreed to, not think of what others say, SO?
i can't do it
i can't control my feeling emotions my thought
i am breaking down into pieces.
how long since i last cried and i actually saw my tears recently, often
no point forcing myself to smile when my heart is bleeding.
can i just walk away
leaving all behind
abandon all
and let my soul free
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Wednesday, May 7, 2008
i am back to listening ANYBAND's song.
ahhhh remembering the time that i went to search high and low for these songs when they were just OUT. so it kind of took me hella big time.
TALK PLAY LOVE
Xiah junsu BoA Tablo Jin bora
Anycall- Anyband 2007
and i just watched HAPTIC CFs also Anycall's....[s]damnwhydoesn'tanycallimportintoSINGAPORE!!![/s]
omg its hella funny!!! junsu i really like your role in there!! you truly fits the role of the type i really love!!! omg!! those who can really make me laugh and cheer me up. i may sound really odd, but i really do like to laugh. atleastlaughingisbetterthancrying.
junsu and someone were the ones i loved in my secondary life. that some just destroyed the image and feelings i had. so....they both brought smiles and laughter. now that THAT SOMEONE is gone i can love junsu wholeheartedly!!!
i bet you guys didn't know i like this someone right....wahahaha i never told anyone about it so of course no one knows!
ok my mom is sitting right behind me.....[s]ifeelsostressisasifsheisstaringatmypostreadingit-_-[/s]
GO WATCH DBSK & SNSD NEW HAPTIC CFs!!!
guaranteed to make you laugh! (unless you like them or sort of like them....)
i laughed and turned sushi!!!
i can do it!!! i can do it!!! i can pass my bloody MID-YEARS WITH FLYING COLOURS!!! I BELIEVE IN MY ANGELS WHO LOOKS AFTER ME!! (my popo, GOD and my guardian angel whom i believe she/he? have been here with me all the while) I CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!
ahhhh remembering the time that i went to search high and low for these songs when they were just OUT. so it kind of took me hella big time.
TALK PLAY LOVE
Xiah junsu BoA Tablo Jin bora
Anycall- Anyband 2007
and i just watched HAPTIC CFs also Anycall's....[s]damnwhydoesn'tanycallimportintoSINGAPORE!!![/s]
omg its hella funny!!! junsu i really like your role in there!! you truly fits the role of the type i really love!!! omg!! those who can really make me laugh and cheer me up. i may sound really odd, but i really do like to laugh. atleastlaughingisbetterthancrying.
junsu and someone were the ones i loved in my secondary life. that some just destroyed the image and feelings i had. so....they both brought smiles and laughter. now that THAT SOMEONE is gone i can love junsu wholeheartedly!!!
i bet you guys didn't know i like this someone right....wahahaha i never told anyone about it so of course no one knows!
ok my mom is sitting right behind me.....[s]ifeelsostressisasifsheisstaringatmypostreadingit-_-[/s]
GO WATCH DBSK & SNSD NEW HAPTIC CFs!!!
guaranteed to make you laugh! (unless you like them or sort of like them....)
i laughed and turned sushi!!!
i can do it!!! i can do it!!! i can pass my bloody MID-YEARS WITH FLYING COLOURS!!! I BELIEVE IN MY ANGELS WHO LOOKS AFTER ME!! (my popo, GOD and my guardian angel whom i believe she/he? have been here with me all the while) I CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!
♥
Saturday, May 3, 2008
不能吃辣，就别吃嘛。。。看硬撑的下场^心疼死了。。。
aigoo....kawaii nah~~
i have nothing to say today.
MYE kicked off. I WILL BE FINE!
♥
in my whole timeline of being cassiopeia, i have never seen such worst case.
CASSIOPEIA TURNING INTO SNSD'S ANTIs
it is time to do justice to SNSD.
because of one CF, has make a bad situation for SNSD. i guess is just heaven's play on them.
hey, sometimes it is really childish how cassiopeia can be. I ADMIT. i am one of them. when i was really so crazy over them, i called them my husbands and treated them like one. the fact that i won't deny. and till now yeah i till do call them like this. but to be frank, i do not just any time and second any how call out : oh JUNSU!! HE IS MINE AND HE IS MY HUSBAND.
a big fat : NO
the most i do now (at least in front of other cassiopeia) is to say oh junsu is my fav!!!
yeah thats bloody all.
now i noe DB have increased their fan base yeah great news but this also means that at the begin of the cassiopeia life, you will be so crazy over them. INTIMATE ACTIONS WITH OTHER FEMALES are like killer. those females? were the targets
the day have come. the unlucky owner? SNSD
they are so bloody innocent. i mean hello what can they do?? from what i said on soompi..
stop bashing SNSD. dun you find them really innocent? IT IS THEIR WORK. they really do not have much choices to choose from. afterall they have just debuted into the industry and they really dun have much say in how the CF should be. so STOP BASHING THEM. they are innocent. i am of course jealous over their intimate actions with DB but come on!! IT IS JUST A CF!! what make you so fuss up? and even to the extent of anti-ing them...i just dun get it. afterall dun both groups comes under the same SM family? i just dun understand how cas-ah can turn out to be this way. i am sure DB will be disappointed with us being like this.
this is what i really felt. this leads to the conclusion of my post.
i guess this is part of what is called the showbiz life. i hope SNSD find this as a test in training them to be strong, to face up the ANTIs.
for a better world, my call out to all cassiopeia,
MATURE AND GROW UP. DONG BANG WILL NOT BE THERE FOR US FOREVER. THEY WILL GET MARRIED AND HAVE THEIR OWN FAMILIES. THIS IS A FACT WE ALL SHOULD HAVE KNOW. SOONER OR LATER YOU WILL HAVE TO LET THEM GO. STOP BASHING INNOCENT AND ENJOY WHAT DB HAVE GIVEN TO US.
god oh mightly god heal this world. Amen.
CASSIOPEIA TURNING INTO SNSD'S ANTIs
it is time to do justice to SNSD.
because of one CF, has make a bad situation for SNSD. i guess is just heaven's play on them.
hey, sometimes it is really childish how cassiopeia can be. I ADMIT. i am one of them. when i was really so crazy over them, i called them my husbands and treated them like one. the fact that i won't deny. and till now yeah i till do call them like this. but to be frank, i do not just any time and second any how call out : oh JUNSU!! HE IS MINE AND HE IS MY HUSBAND.
a big fat : NO
the most i do now (at least in front of other cassiopeia) is to say oh junsu is my fav!!!
yeah thats bloody all.
now i noe DB have increased their fan base yeah great news but this also means that at the begin of the cassiopeia life, you will be so crazy over them. INTIMATE ACTIONS WITH OTHER FEMALES are like killer. those females? were the targets
the day have come. the unlucky owner? SNSD
they are so bloody innocent. i mean hello what can they do?? from what i said on soompi..
stop bashing SNSD. dun you find them really innocent? IT IS THEIR WORK. they really do not have much choices to choose from. afterall they have just debuted into the industry and they really dun have much say in how the CF should be. so STOP BASHING THEM. they are innocent. i am of course jealous over their intimate actions with DB but come on!! IT IS JUST A CF!! what make you so fuss up? and even to the extent of anti-ing them...i just dun get it. afterall dun both groups comes under the same SM family? i just dun understand how cas-ah can turn out to be this way. i am sure DB will be disappointed with us being like this.
this is what i really felt. this leads to the conclusion of my post.
i guess this is part of what is called the showbiz life. i hope SNSD find this as a test in training them to be strong, to face up the ANTIs.
for a better world, my call out to all cassiopeia,
MATURE AND GROW UP. DONG BANG WILL NOT BE THERE FOR US FOREVER. THEY WILL GET MARRIED AND HAVE THEIR OWN FAMILIES. THIS IS A FACT WE ALL SHOULD HAVE KNOW. SOONER OR LATER YOU WILL HAVE TO LET THEM GO. STOP BASHING INNOCENT AND ENJOY WHAT DB HAVE GIVEN TO US.
god oh mightly god heal this world. Amen.
