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NEHNEHNIPUPU, You can't copy! :P
emo-ing...
Saturday, December 29, 2007

hey hey ppl!!! when is the last time i blogged??
hahaha good news to announce is....i finally wrote our my commonwealth essay thought uncompleted. but at least half way done. thanks to my da ge for giving me the idea.

mmm and today went shopping i am so glad to be able to get the shirt and style i want. LIKE FINALLY!!! haha

ok i am getting emo now...oh oh i got one new pairs of shoes too^^ yay!! and the lit project...haiz...only done 3 slides.

ytd i slept at 4. 30 plus plus doing commonwealth and lit project.

oh and why?? am i ignored?? i am getting igonred la....haiz....emo now.
i wanna buy more clothes and hat^^


please grant me wisdom
Friday, December 28, 2007

first i would like to thank my da ge, eugenice for helping me with my commonwealth essay. i seriously can't come up with any interesting or even creative story or storyline. resulting all the lousy and not up to standards works. it is all of shit. i am so sorry da ge to bother you. you must have felt irritated and annoyed. SORRY!!!

therefore i prayed to god for wisdom. i really can't come up with any stories. really. and i can't even do a simple presentation for my lit project. i am such a lousy and stupid failure. now even though i have came up with the storyline, but i wasn't able to express myself in a very creative way. of course the storyline would have to thank eugenice once again. haiz....i feel so useless and hopeless. perhaps i should leave all this work tmr and perhaps with a fresher and brand new mindset, i would be able to make up a nicer piece of work?

if only i am able to write out the same amount of content here into my essay.....haiz...all i could do now is pray pray pray. think think think.

my life is such a failure. even if you dun look down on me...i already looked down on myself. this is why i hate living in this world where stress and problems arises.


HAPPY TVXQ DAY!!!
Wednesday, December 26, 2007

2003 Dec 26, on that special day, tvxq debuted with their first single [HUG]

i wasn't with them when they first debut which is kinda sad since i am like so into them. i only started to noe them 2006 oct. last year i still remember wishing them happy 3rd anniversary!! now it is the 4th already^^ can you imagine?? already the 4th year!!

dun you think the road of their success is easy. you dunno the tears and hardships behind the success. and because today's success is their hard work and effort they never gave up and never stopped working hard. they put their heart mind and soul in singing and giving us fans the best of them. whether it is dancing or singing. I REALLY DO ADORE AND ADMIRE THESE BOYS. and love them alot too^^

i noe many cassiopeias have left them, but i am not gonna be one of them. i will stay put to support tvxq^^ because they made me understand the world and let me noe life is not easy.

HAPPY 4TH ANNIVERSARY MY DEAR TVXQ!! it is a happy day where cassiopeias and tvxq bond together as one.

I LOVE YOU TVXQ!! <3

ah sorry ah i seriously dunno what to say....mmm MAY TVXQ BE HAPPY AND HEALTHY AND STRONG!! FOREVER 5!!!

XIAH JUNSU
HERO JAEJOONG
MAX CHANGMIN
MICKY YOOCHUN
U-KNOW YOONHO

TVXQ!SG TOHOSHINKI !!!


tvxq + suju= LMAO

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-Kkobong,你几时会来??我没看到Kkobong。。(你是我的 Kkobong) [Kkobong 是谁啊??]
-再玩一次!!这次我不会输的!!(这个队长太想要再来一盘 郑允浩)
-模子空了!!模子家族团结!!(模子家族的鱼 Lee Sungmin) [看不懂...]
-幼稚园小孩子。。。。(举重者 沈昌珉)
-为什么你这样问我???呵呵。。。(我是你的最佳粉丝 朴有天)
-俊秀啊,我也不能对昌珉做什么啊。。。。(打昌珉的 金在中)
-你是谁??(我的狗狗 Jun-ki) 参考Bonjour Paris
-不管我想了多少次,我。。。。。(SM家族 Shin Donghui)
喂!我应该把 Xiah-ki 换成 Jun-ki 吗??(Xiah-ki 守护者 金俊浩) 参考Bonjour Paris [金俊浩-----Xiah 的哥哥]
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-昌珉啊,你干吗这样??你弄我紧张。。。(信任队长 郑允浩)
-哥,你几时回家!!!!(我的妹妹 沈 Jiyeon)
-昌珉啊,哥哥爱你 ^^ (Charisma ? 随便啦 金俊秀)
-最小的,我没打疼你吧 ^^ (煮饭的 金在中)
-俊秀说他的煮的拉面好吃多了!!!(莞熊家族的背叛者 朴有天)
-你不要再开始 Kumon 了吗???我要再感受到你的斗志。。。 (Kumon老师 老师) [Kumon 是一种补习中心]

OK LO LMAO DAO...


christmas!!

it is christmas everybody!! hahahaha MERRY CHRISTMAS!! although now my clocks says 2:06 which by means is 26 dec...haha but still merry christmas^^

i went to stay overnight at my ah yi's house last night...and the experience....my dad snore like thunder...i can't sleep with no blanket and with a hard bolster. >.<

oh and i tell you....today's most fun parts starts from the time i reached home and landed in front of my computer table.
how it happened.....when i saw this stupid stupid and i mean really STUPID news of yoonho received a military letter telling him to get into army. wallao eh i am so not going to scold vulgarity!!
is shit man i tell you. it just corrupted my mind and i go crazy and go out of my mind!! i went all panic!! and you can go ask yee shan to confirm it. i was like telling yee shan all the stupid gugu things!! all RUBBISH!!!

and i read the whole post is like saying if tvxq enters army they (all five) will join together. WTF MAN!! i wished i was dead at that time. you noe how miserable i will be if all five gone from my life?? is SHIT AND DISASTER!! argh!!!
and the post goes on saying......jae need not go as he is the only son of his family.
rule number one of korean army: if you are the only son in your family, you need not go for army.
argh!!!
rule number two of korean army: if you are twin, only need one to enter for army training.
and guess what one of the china fan said? JUNHO GO. that's evil man. but i also said mmmm sorry ah junho. you chiong. >.<
who ask me not able to let junsu away from my sight...
but the way, junsu has a twin bro? in case you dunno^^ his bro and him do not look alike man...and they are super close to each other as they NEVER fight with each other before. junsu is the younger one^^

but i tell you this whole thing is CRAP. yoonho is also the only son in his family!! bloody shitty person who post this post man!! so does changmin....sorry to yoochun you might really need to go for army...once again sorry to junho....please you go. i can't let junsu go la!!! bias and selfish gal here OK! BUT!! junho isn't it better for you? i mean you are a baseball player it will build up your stamina and WOW man you will be damn MANLY AND COOL. doesn't that works on junsu too? shut up!!

but if they really do need to go army...i guess i just have to let them go *like as if my one word NO!!! will stop the government making them not to go* and if i think the positive way....when they come out they will be much more healthier and strong....and MANLY *which equals to them saying byebye to the childish and cuteness....* WHICH MEANS I HAVE TO CHERISH THE TIME THEY SHOW THEIR CUTE AND CHILDISH SIDE like now?? *faints*

hahaha ok end of the story. will think of that again when the time really comes. please prepare tissues and shoulders for me. THANKS ALOT MAN. i need those.

and i was telling yee shan my fave word is JUNSU. since hers is goodbye. one interesting fast to tell you about evon is, HER FAVE WORD AND PERSON IS JUNSU.
LMAO>.<

and today i embarrassed myself in front of shan shan. i was suppose to punch KICK stab her. but in the end is punch KISS stab her. what the fuck?! i tell you that is seriously a TYPO ERROR!!! i didn't want to KISS her man....how the hell my kick turn to kiss?? HOW THE HELL MAN!!! argh....embarrassing la....i kiss her man....WTH!!!! i hope you get the joke here^^

this is going to be a long one.

a special report to report here. there is 2 more things/incident to add. please stay tune.

and i just watched suju's E.H.B ep7. i turned sushi. is damn hilarious!!! suju started to pull each other pants.

  1. kangin to eunhyuk
  2. kangin to donghae
  3. donghae to eunhyuk
  4. kibum to siwon

those were the successful ones. and what i mean by failure one is siwon to kangin. HAHAH that gentleman didn't expected that man. kangin tied his pant damn tight. hahaha and siwon can't pull kangin's pant. i mean he should prepare since like how he knows if anyone will revenge on him?

at the end of the show, there is this special skill that one person squeeze into one small box? you noe you twist and turn break your bones and squeeze yourself in the bloody small box? kangin was trying to do that and WAHAHAHAHAHA he broke the box. IT IS SUPER HILARIOUS!!!! i tell you i laughed the hardest at that moment. FUNNY DAO....

of course there is many other funny moments...too many to say and my memory can't store that much too...

hahaha just a preview i have another post on tvxq AND suju. later^^ watch out for that. good bye for now ONLY. i am like coming back like a few mins later la... i am lame and funny of course i am even yee shan says that although her you noe Antenna got problems and she is super slow in reacting on jokes. hahaha JUST LIKE HER RETARDED LY SLOW XIAO YI. her xiao yi is me. alright?

another interesting thing is siwon's nick is actually ten dollars. LMAO>.<
his actually name in chinese:始源 pronounce it as shi yuan right?
his nick is: 十元 still pronounce it in shi yuan
LMAO LA!!


hhahahahahahahahahhha!!
Monday, December 24, 2007

hello!! i am back from tuition^^ hahahaha!!

i survived through 3 hours of tuition. hahaha
next week no tuition hahahahaha cos new year eve and who would want to go tuition on the new year eve? crazy la!! hahaha

oh and if you noticed. i changed the second song of my playlist to chipmunk's song^^ omg i tell you their songs is nice so does their movie. ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS!!

mmmm tuition today is ok la....learnt something and what's good is...i got one box of fererro rocher choco from tuition teacher hahaha. THANK YOU!! hahaha. dunno why i still dun like tuition. sorry XD

mmmm i wonder how is the forum's christmas gathering just now. haiz...

mmm MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE^^

my dear tvxq boys merry christmas. have a wonderful 2007 christmas. another year gone. and i hope my love for you do not dies off. like as if i will XD have a great christmas and the years ahead ok? SARANGHAEYO TVXQ!!

oh!! and tmr tvxq will be recording E.H.B with suju sia....hahaha it is gonna be fun man. air on jan 6. hahaha i so looking forward to it man. i mean 18 boys on one stage hahaha super fun de lo. hahaha hyuksu!!! i mean they are super close to each other la. hahaha HYUKSU~~~~

ok looking forward to the arrival of my O concert DVD and pink towel and not looking forward to say byebye to my $95 dollars. hahahaha

ok evon is going now. ONCE AGAIN MERRY CHRISTMAS^^


christmas eve!!! >.<

evon is here on christmas eve!! what's wrose evon got to go tuition on christmas eve which is kinda wallao eh for me. *pouts* dun like tuition la!!! dun like *shake head* dun like!!!

hahaha introducing to you!!! the first song on my playlist is TVXQ'S 16TH JAP SINGLE PURPLE LINE de preview. only 2mins and 47 secs^^ hope you enjoy it^^ oh and the second one is suju's A MAN IN LOVE in their second album de repackaging. *bows*

purple line harbour front to punggol^^
LMAO>.<

hahaha oh and evon went to play bball today and evon's butt grew flowers. thanks to joscelyn. i banged into her and wallao eh why and why i flew? i flew ok....ahem i tell you what happened.
  1. i bang into her.
  2. i black out (not fainting)
  3. i fall back
  4. leg touched floor wanted to balance
  5. whole body lie flat on the floor
  6. i turned towards my right after my whole damn back *pa* the floor.

oh and my butt landed on the floor....very hard. dunno why when i got up my left hand was injured.-_-? ok so yeah PAIN LA!!!! *grrr*

and today is forum's christmas gathering......damn i can't go due to tuition. and i have to go to my ahyi house to stay over night. so....christmas will be spend there. haiz....

here to blog before going for my tuition like 30 mins later. i am suppose to go bathe now. but who cares man. i gonna be late for tuition!!! please tuition teacher postpone my science tuition. ahaha haiz...really have to go and bathe liao....LMAO!!! sighs...

today's basketball session with clique members plus joscelyn without mabel is fun. ARGH~~I HOPE MABEL WAS THERE WITH US. my dear qi er zhi er i miss you^^ have fun in japan!! and ahem MY THSK GIFTS AH!! ok gtg....stomachache sia...stupid milk!!!



dec 23
Sunday, December 23, 2007

HEELLLLLL~~LO!!
first of all...evon aka AH MAH would like to wish her old couple in PL DANCE partner JIA EN aka AHPEH...HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
ho ho ho i am actually older then my ah peh. haiz...nvm then HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH PEH!!

tmr is christmas eve cum forum christmas gathering. HELL i wanna go!! i dun wanna go tuition. let me escape!! okok jiaping is back and peiling is back!! WELCOME BACK!!
ho ho!!

oh oh...TVXQ's 16th jap single [purple line] 2:47 preview is out!! ho ho ho i am the first one to upload it in forum. ho ho shall i upload in my playlist too? ok^^ lol!! and putting up the song i am so addicted to...A MAN IN LOVE by suju!!

today evon went to paint her gugu's house. omg....so tiring...haiz...bored....come on....evon is bored. oh!!! and you noe what? 50 bucks have been spent just like 5-7 days? WTH!!! my money...i am a crazy gal...hahaha....50 bucks!! my money....i wanna save it so that i can pay amanda for my O dvd concert and my pink towel^^ heh jan!!! coming!! oh leh~~

and i dunno what to say now...hahaha ok...oh~~ and you noe what? i woke up at 4pm afternoon!!! ytd. hahaha lol~~


2nd post of the day
Friday, December 21, 2007

ho ho this is the second post i made today. time 1.25 of 20 dec. ho ho ho.
so tmr my ah yi will be flying to UK till next year jan 13. and minle is going over too. AWWW i gonna miss that sweet little thing >.<
on the way home. me and two sis and jie fu decided to watch the alvin and the chipmunks tmr. the price is S$9++ hallelujah evon is going to the theatre finally. mmm everyone sleeping already? eugenice ge just said haha and good night and there she goes offline. mmm am i the only one who sleeps late? i can sleep like at 5 in the morning. >.< oh and i cleared more of my stuffs rotting in my room. found and stack the SS and LIT ws....but didn't organise the files. and put all the homwork together. haiz. i haven't complete my homework. HA. i done halfway though. HAHAHA.

I MISS THIS PERSON CALL XIAH JUNSU AND THIS GROUP CALL TVXQ.

haiz......how time flies....2007 is going to be over and here comes brand new 2008. i wonder how will it be like? and shit. TVXQ IS HAVING THEIR 3RD LIVE TOUR THINGY IN JAPAN DURING MARCH 2008 TO DUNNO WHEN. come on man....give singapore a chance!! argh! ^$&$^#$*^&*^&*%^#$#%*^&

ok i wan TVXQ for christmas for new year for the rest of my life. hahahahahahahaha

oh and see 8DAYS issue 896 page 90. THERE IS THIS SUSHI PILLOWS!!! so cute!! the price is cuter S$60. hohoho MERRY CHRISTMAS


hey hey you you
Thursday, December 20, 2007

hello earthlings!! lol XD
oh well i am here to blog just because i feel like to. and perhaps a couple of things to rant about. haha

at first today was to meet pam at hougang station 7pm but...in the end i didn't turn up. and now she dun need the kjh newspaper thingy le....i feel bad and disappointed...haiz...SORRY PAM!!! haiz...and i had to trouble eugenice ge ge to help me...THANK YOU AND SORRY EUGENICE GE!!

and i read AJ's blog....and what did i read is AJ IS GOING TO STEAL MY JUNSU SOON!!! aj ah you should stop watching my junsu's my page performance if not....hur hur...i steal your jae...wahahaha!!! *evil laughs* hahaha LOL. so...i went to search junsu's thai concert [my page] performance and wahahaha as usual junsu is hot dao....hahaha that s line that duck butt. OH MY MA. so hot. but why? but why didn't i have that feel leh? what else have occupied my heart? ok i so need to fill junsu in my heart now. my heart have no junsu NO I HAVE JUNSU IN MY HEART MIND AND SOUL. >.<

mmmm and ytd tuition sucked. mmm the tuition teacher made me embarrassed. i made myself embarrassed. but got only a few parts the tuition teacher was funny. ETC, boxing day you can box people. WALLAO EH. >.<
ah......and speaking of christmas eve 24 dec.,is TVXQ!SG gathering. and it starts at 2 and that is exactly the time my tuition starts. i wanna go tuition NO WAY I RATHER GO THE FORUM GATHERING AND MEET FREEZER AJ YAM PASTE EVE AND ALL THE PEOPLE.

oh and if you are commenting other people's idol GAY please get ready to be stabbed. if anyone dare to say junsu is a GAY, please get ready to be slapped and stabbed by me. and now i announce i will be revenging for eugenice's URUHA. i promise eugenice to slap that person. unless eugenice tells me not to do it or else i will be really slapping that person.

mmmm hahaha i sound evil. *innocent look* this is who and what i am when the person i loved got insulted. now i noe....i shall not comment on any other people's idol. wo zhi dao cuo le. but at least i dun scold ppl's idol gay.

mmmm and i got this headache now due to a long journey in a bus. ah...dizzy...

what else do i need to add on?? oh!!! TVXQ IS BACK IN JAPAN TODAY 20 DEC!! they went to korea on 17 -19. hoho for the president election thingy. hoho so....Mr lee won. congrats please help south korea or korea for my dear boys and me. who knows if i will be working there in future? XD.

ah....headache....long long post entry^^

I MISS JIA PING JIE JIE!!! she will be back on sat and when will peiling and mabel be back?
tmr 21 mabel going to japan. hoho....THSK THSK THSK! ahem i want thsk's gift~~ and photos!! please take lots of them^^ asking too little ASKING TOO MUCH!!

hoho that's all folk. REMEMBER TO TAG!!! thank you for visiting evon's blog. welcome to her world and do visit me again^^ *bows*


eugenice ge just says she wouldn't stop me for URUHA POWER. haha LMAO >.<


evon's today
Tuesday, December 18, 2007

heeeelllll~~~~~lo
hahaha hello everyone i am back to blogging again!!! (not like i have stopped blogging or something XD)

ok so today went out to play basketball.....mianhaeyo to everyone....hahaha cos i didn't have this mood to play basketball so haiz....

oh and today i gave christmas card to clique members....and no one mentions it into their blog? (pl is excluded hahaha haven't give her yet XD)
i am so sad. LOL.

oh and jia ping is going to genting tmr. HAVE A SAFE TRIP!! and i will miss you de!!!
presents please^^ hahahahaha lol!!!
oh and yt gave me a nice christmas present!! yay!!! i like it very much!! oh oh and shan shan's christmas card is nice too!!

mmm what else? OH JUNSU'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION AT THAI CONCERT WAS A BLAST!! hahahaha junsu got smashed with cake (OH YES MAN!) hahaha i wanted it so much to happen wahahaha should have smash more cake/cream!! and omg yoonho you evil man!! you smash the cake until junsu fell. HEARTACHE OK!!! and that fall is damn loud. hahaha but it was fun man...hahaha just watching them like that. WHEE...

omg i am waiting for the O DVD concert to arrive like on jan. haiz. ok. i am waiting it patiently IMPATIENTLY!!! hahaha lol but no choice oh well. AMANDA HAVE A FUN TRIP TO JAKARTA NOW!! mmm haha^^

ok von's bored to tears. oh oh i am in love with unstuppable marriage....that woman is super funny. she keeps "oh my god" "oh shit" and her english is so cute and funny!! yah...i am in love with the show and god!!! jaejin is so handsome in there!! i am so moved NO I AM LOYAL TO JUNSU!!!

and i am now holding this post as changmin promoter. i think changmin is a nice and funny guy just too shy. TOO SHY and i guessed no confidence. so i am promoting him. my dp is his pic and that pic displays his cute and handsome side^^ JINJA!! really!! so go look at him. he is really cute!! even though i am promoting CHANGMIN i am still JUNSU LOVER!! i am very loyal. hahaha lol

ok and and suju's a man in love song is nice and their performance on that song is very very nice!!! omg...they rox the stage. more than dbsk sorry TVXQ ROX MORE. i am very loyal to tvxq!!

oh oh looking forward to the recording of E.H.B combination of tvxq and dbsk!!! hahaha hyuksu!! hyuksu~~~hahaha yay!!!

ok i am nagging and toking alot of crap now. hahaha be gone evon!!


junsu birthday
Saturday, December 15, 2007










this is all the happy birthday signs i got. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNSU DEAR!!


junsu's 22 birthday~~~

SAENGILCHUKAHAMNIDA!! kim junsu!!!
dear junsu i am so sorry for being 16 mins late. haiz...sorry...
nevertheless....HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! it is your 22th birthday^^
i wish that you will have a wonderful birthday!! have a wonderful time with the members and fans of thailand!!

continue to stay happy positive cheerful cheeky and all and all!! all happy and nice nice things must come to you!!! let all the bad things come to me^^ (ok leave some good things for me please>.<)

AND CONTINUE TO BE THE JUNSU!!!

I LOVE YOU....heh heh embarrassed. i dun gao bai so easily one you noe.

so yeah!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNSU!!!


SPAM SPAM!!
Friday, December 14, 2007

hahaha the ginerbread doll my mum bought for me at breadtalk
the christmas card i prepared for the clique
the christmas tree i saw at bishan



my house that spongebob box with 4 expressions
my birthday cake^^
my flowers^^


today 12 dec
Thursday, December 13, 2007

daddy's birthday today^^ although it is like 1.21 am now which means 13 dec....but mmm SAENGILCHUKAHAMNIDA APPA!!! SARANGHAE!!

and daddy bought me a necklace for 20 plus. ok wait is each one have one so he bought three. mmm THANKS DADDY^^

oh and my po came i guess. came as a beetle. which i am so afraid....so i couldn't go near it. so i am now sitting at the computer area in living room. the beetle is in the living room too. not sure where it is now....but i kinda tok to it. must be back for daddy's birthday^^ HELLO PO PO^^ no idea where it is now....it was flying around....i admit i was scared off my wits......too sudden. but PO PO NI HAO MAH? JIA LIANG YOU XIANG NI OH!!! YAO ZAI TIAN SHANG HAO HAO QUO!! YAO WEI XIAO!!! YAO KAI XIN!!! HAO AI NI!! PO PO!! ^^

and i completed the christmas cards for clique members only. as for twin...not done yet....but gonna be done tmr^^ and i will take pics tmr for the completed cards and ys card^^ (she gave me) oh and tmr pics spam again.

mmmm AND YOU NOE WHAT?! JAEJOONG NOSEBLEED DURING CHANNEL A SHOW!!!! OMFG!!!! do you noe how seriously it is?
i am not shocked and worried at the same time I WAS REALLY SHOCKED AND WORRIED.

and i got to see the pics proving me that yeah jaejoong nosebleed. WTH. and jiaping came to me just like hours ago telling me that her bro's hair colour looks like jaejoong's one. 0______0
that was a sign already??? GOD I AM RETARDED.

aish my poor jae. though my heart belongs to junsu i care for every TVXQ members. my poor jae. COME ON MAN I STARTED PRAYING FOR TVXQ ALREADY!!!! DEAR LORD, YOU GOT TO HEAL TVXQ!!! GOT TO HELP THEM!! I AM BEGGING YOU!!! PLEASE!!!

i am panicking scared worried.
i will post up that pic. GOD PLEASE HELP THEM. AMEN!!


evon's depression
Tuesday, December 11, 2007

finally when evon got asked to step out of my cosy home something (i knew it!!) happened...which so happened to make me so disappointed helpless. haiz no choice.
HOW!!!! i really feel so disappointed helpless. oh well thats life and its fate so yar...i just have to see how things turns out tmr then.

tmr yt will be going to hongkong. i so wanna go overseas too!! and mabel going JAPAN. i am going to haunt her i am so going to beg her buy thsk things for me. if she is lucky enough to see thsk real life in the streets of japan.please dun please dun i will get jealous take lotsa thsk pics!!!

and today thank to my capable right hand, i am saved to many injures during basketball today. my right hand saved me from getting hit from the ball coming from all direction. ah stupid la. now i am really disappoinred depressed emo no emotionals.

ok that's all i wanna blog. i have this depressed and helpless aura around me which results me lazy in doing anything now....sighs....TVXQ AH!!!

oh...and more money to be spent...
christmas cards....about 6+1? 7 cards to make i guess.
christmas gifts...1+1?? 1 for twin and 1 for clique christmas exchange.
tmr going out with cousin. 20-30
my stuffs i ordered...95+17? 112

please calculate how much i need to spend and tell me in tag board. too lazy to do anything now. emo-ed


is it me?

ok....i am getting emo now. seriously.
is it my problem or what? practically no one toks to me now?
ok so when my friends are going overseas and no one telling me anything? and i only got to noe like through people's blog. this is simply too pathetic.

ok so why am i getting so bitchy like right now?
it is ok no one bother to call me out now. yep it is ok. i can start my db woo hoo now..
ok it is ok not that i am waiting for any friends to call me out. NOPE.

i wait for time to fly. memories to fade and me to die.
yes that is the way right now since i am like burning with fire.

haiz...i am getting annoying like each day right? to be honest i am getting irritated of myself and damn stupid friend-less self....oh right man....way to go evon

haiz....i am getting bored.....come on.....someone anyone ask poor and lonely evon out!!!

BORED


my dear tvxq
Saturday, December 8, 2007

seeing you to suffer like this really hurts. but what can i do? i am just a fan who suffers too.
you are always showing your smiles in front of us.....but who really noes what you are suffering behind those smiles? seriously i was so hurt and helpless....when i read how tired you really are.....i dunno how to help you....i am only and just a fan. and i can't be with you. i really am worried. but what can i do? helplessly pray for you? yeah maybe that is the only thing left for me. how i wish you could just run away. run away. rest and relax for one day run away just for yourself. stop bothering about how fans feel. go on RUN AWAY. i hate to see you are faking smiles for us. RUN AWAY and rest. i dun care when you are coming back run away and rest. where ever you go i will still be here be your cassiopeia forever. i wan you guys to rest this much i won't even mind you guys disappear from my sight. really. come on runaway from the bloody sm. bloody people who disregard you. bloody people who keeps forcing you. RUN AWAY. stupid sm....stupid people.

idols are human too. why are they treating tvxq who only are average 20 years of old like robots? i mean they tired and they keep forving them to keep dancing and dancing. sometimes i feel like flying to their side and take their tired-ness and everything away.

damn me for being poor damn me for being so useless not able to help my precious boys. do you really noe how i feel now? i feel so god damn useless and helpless? i dunno how to help them....god...i am crying cos i dunno how help them...argh...someone tell me how to help them....they are suffering but i noe they would kinda scold me for describing their dreams as some helll letting them suffering...they choose their path to be like this and they are argh suffering...and i really want to help...god why am i 15?? why am i poor? aish...

TVXQ FIGHTING K?? i dun wish to see you guys suffer...one day i will be there for you when you need someone. one day i will be there to help you. i love you guys.


In Honor of Kayem7289
Wednesday, December 5, 2007

http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=-KCNiOR7Grw

a wonderful gal called kay. (in the video) has left us. why am i honoring her? very simple because she helped me alot. in what way? she produced alot tvxq videos and it was very wonderful of her. she left earth for heaven on 2 dec which is my birthday. it is kinda sad that i was celebrating my birthday when she has painfully left her loved ones. any way to honor her a wonderful dbsk fan i am putting her (video) in my blog.

REST IN PEACE KAY^^

i believe you are a wonderful and great junsu lover and tvxq lover^^ i too is a junsu lover. i guess we will be wonderful friends when we meet in heaven^^ see you there then^^ meanwhile stay happy^^ ok? miss you^^



tvxq's chinese
Tuesday, December 4, 2007



宝贝,你们这话,我已听了两年了。。有没有。。。在多一点?


stupid uncle...



i bet you guys can understand chinese right??
so the report was saying tvxq when on tv is different when they are not on tv. and so....after the press conference and after the media has gone they started goofing around. and this bloody someone came in scolded and obviously scolded something. no idea scolding who and obviously scared my TVXQ boys.

and now please prepare yourself to read my rants. thank you.

hey you some random uncle who is obviously old and ugly. would you mind you are in public? oh god and you were saying you are some manager? mind you that you are in china not korea? oh how shame....you are caught in camera. OH great you are gonna be dead cos i am so sure cassiopeias are bound to get you, DIDN'T YOU NOE THAT? oh my god....plus what rights have you got to scold at such places? WHO ARE YOU BTW?? tvxq are humans and they do need and tend to play and goof around. i mean isn't that what makes them sooooo cute? obviously you are totally different from them. LIKE DUH age differences...plus they are so much cuter than you. and please do take time to look in the mirror. oh god it scares. and what? what were you saying?? sorry although i dun really quite get it... I STILL CAN GUESS YOU NOE. i study a bit of korean ok...even if i dunno what you mean i got my korean dic. YOU ARE SO GONNA GET IT FROM ME. did you see how much you scared my tvxq? OH GOD PLEASE FUCKING UNCLE? even the china media is proving how SM!!!! is most likely ill-treating their artiste. HELLO SM?? TVXQ IS LIKE YOUR MONEY TREE. treat them well man. although i dun like how SM treat tvxq like some money shakers or something. aish. DAMN YOU SM. my boys can't goof around is it? you expect them to stay sad?? and serious all the time? ok if you want them to be like this, you better make sure you do this everyday everytime. I SWEAR I GONNA KILL YOU.

bloody uncle. I HATE YOU!!! go to hell. ok haha i am done^^ he obviously scared my tvxq boys. shit him man. kill the mood. ah!!! KILL HIM!!! KILL HIM!!!


time: 12.06am
Sunday, December 2, 2007

hahahaha i am suppose to blog at 12 sharp but busy with sms-ing...LOL!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VON VON!!!
i am wishing myself happy birthday. i am also helping junsu wishing myself too. XD

thank you clique members and my ge to sms me like 12 midnight and plus. hahaha thank you guys!!! but hor....my own family not even a single one wished me happy birthday. maybe they waiting for tmr morning? like real tmr?? haiz...ok then.

JUNSU I REALLY HOPED YOU WISHED ME. haiz....anyone can impose junsu now to wish me happy birthday in the tagboard lol. at least can comfort me abit.

hahaha k i almost smsed everyone who wished me happy birthday. ok my phone bills.

haha and i spend 3 mins to type this whole chunk!!! it is 12.09 now^^
lol!!!


first day of dec 2007
Saturday, December 1, 2007

it is the first day of dec!!! the last month of 2007!!! and i will be welcoming important dates in dec!!!
i added a few junsu's avatars.

my birthday which is tmr
junsu's 14 days later
tvxq's 25 days later

lol....dec!!! and 2007 will be gone very soon. lol.

and come on man....tmr i dun even noe how am i gonna spend my birthday. what kind of lousy birthday. eat shit >.<>
and tmr tvxq will be performing in china... ( i will pretend and imagine they are performing just for me as to celebrate my birthday)

and i wan my 50 bucks da jie you promised me to give me that amount for birthday i gonna remember that. ER!!!!

and i totally can't rmb what else. i wish junsu is here.



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