i feel like i'm floating now.
my head feels so heavy that i feel like i'm swaying from left to right.
but my head is putting its weight on the right.
and i think i've got flu.
itchy nose and i need tissue.
thank god its way better now than afternoon.
all in all, dun feel very well now.
suck to be sick during your holidays. :|

went out for a job hunting.
i was focusing more on that particular ice cream shop XD
i hope they do hire me :) i like that shop and i dun mind if its pay is 5. if any lesser, i'm gonna think about it XD

i need to save money. I'M BROKE.
shit
i have like 4 more things to buy:
1) Round hat
2) The lovely bones novel
3) Breaking dawn novel
4) Phone screen protector
damn it suck to be poor. i wanna get these stuffs asap. i should get breaking dawn soon since i really wanna know whats the ending for edward and bella :) i know a lot of ppl dun like this twilight series, but i enjoyed reading it so dun eww BLEAH

okok i think i should go shit bathe now

Guys can be insensitive to girls' feelings.
and that's mostly true.
i must say girls' can be insensitive to how guys would feel.

but today, i just think guys are really bad. dun they know what they do or say affects girls quite alot.
girls are likely to think more out of something and are a whole lot emotional.
so i tend to expect guys to be more sensitive.
so from what i see from the guys around me, they are insensitive.
i dunno what i'm saying now.
gah

its just...sorry i know its unfair to the guys...but just let me rant ok?

i wish i could hug my sis now :(
tell her i love her. and that i hope she will be happy. dun cry.

but i can't cos i doubt she will feel any better...

i once vowed that if he made my sis cry one more time, i will never forgive him and will give him a good beating. zzzz but i can't, cos its highly impossible for me to do that. and it will get harder for my sis if i get involved. sigh..just cheer up my sis.

i need to learn how to master mind controlling.
too many things going on in my mind and its making me really really down.
i wish i could just look at things more simplier and that i dun think too much out of it.
and most of the time, i wish i could just block out those stuffs.
it just gets harder each day.
isnt it a good thing to stay as a child forever? No troubles and worries just pure happiness in the most naive world?

on a lighter note...i'm getting my round hat!;)
it's killing me inside out. ROAR
 and its 4.21am now, HUNGRY;(
food....where are you...i heard my stomach growling like...4 times :/

weird.
and its bothering me.
frustrating.
tried sorting it out but its really something i dun understand.

aside from that, i've made a promise to myself not to bother any more.
i feel dumb that blank is still clouding up my mind.
its silly.

now i'm saying this, i'm glad that next semester will be a new beginning.
its my only way to escape from blank.
i'm gonna miss school time with my poly clique though sigh...

oh well...one more paper and i will be free from this troubled year 1.
i hope Year 2 will be a better year, please.

i'll make sure year 2 will not be a repeated history of year 1.
i'll make sure no one knows how i feel.
damn it.

remember, my love.

ARGH, so irritated.
i can't understand how one can conduct their business in this way. are they dumb or what?

they blame me for sending them 2 different order form and mislead them to thinking i ordered two mugs.
omg, dun you read the emails? the second order form was sent with BOLD words to show that i top up additional 1.50 to the previous payment.
now you blame me for misleading you?
its your own fault for not reading properly or at least if you're unsure, you could email me to make sure?

dun you know customer is always right?
the way you conduct your business bound to drive your customer away.

i feel so dumb to patronize you again after the previous incident which proves your inefficiency.
what a lousy service. most of all, your business attitude totally hit the ground.

sucker.

with my dreams, i will soar high

hello! its been quite some time since i last updated. HOHO

any way, my hair (after settling) is actually quite not bad. guess i wasn't being patient enough ><
also, I SAW MY KEY.
yay! :)
he look the same as on my computer screen! just that he looks more big size XD
i saw him for real! can't believe he was just a table away from me!
bad thing is....i always cant clearly remember the most precious moments.
like the part he looked at me Hi and Bye...
and i was so sad that he only said HI and BYE to me =.=
i'm so greedy ><
any way, I MET KEY! YAY YAY
key and Shinee do come back again! :)

they are probably performing now at esplanade...sigh.
i wanna see shinee live performance too...
BUT its expensive you know...zzzz oh well...GAH
i want more of key! shit getting too obessive over key and shinee.
someone save me?