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Saturday, September 29, 2007

since "da jie" want me to blog i shall post a post then^^

erm today have the funfair and had fun^^ i guess...

then went to jp house and i had dinner there after that had some talk with "da jie" and "gege"

oh oh!! "gege" say she want to delicate song to the yings family but she didn't.-_-

btw clique members did your hear the dedication i had for you guys? i didn't get to hear that but i heard my the other one on TVXQ^^

and and today i guess there is 7 songs of TVXQ being broad casted. DID YOU REALIZE HOW HAPPY AND OVERJOYED I WAS!!! you see i didn't our school have quite a number of TVXQ fans. except wan leng and me...-_-

i heard ride on and shine o jung ban hap rising sun one love in the ice and sky erm i think there is more than 7....you dunno how happy i am!!

sad thing is Nicole the moderator of the singapore fanclub forum wasn't there. btw she was my sis friend. i was kinda expecting her to come. SHEE....she never come me so disappointed.

any way what else?? ytd....what happened??

oh oh!! went ikea~~~

haha xiao hua and justea is so funny!! is like watching some live comedy!!
next time just go out with them and you will have some fun entertainment^^
had so much fun ytd at ikea^^

hey guys let's go ikea again!! i wanna eat their hotdog buns!! and ice cream!!

let's go buy that turtle i like it^^ got feel liao!!

wat else?? you do noe my memory is private limited.so there is many things i can't remember like what i exactly did ytd i already forgot...haiz...

ok i am ending now. "jie jie" you like my post mah?


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Thursday, September 27, 2007

what should i write today?

nothing really stayed in my head today....haha

erm really can't remember anything special happened today...

oh i had dance lesson for PE and it sux like hell. i also dunno why i hate it perhaps i wasn't expecting it to be this way....stupid me...

any way today i was daydreaming tvxq visiting singapore (ok, i admit i daydream about it everyday^^)

oh...and after dinner, my sis was watching the MTV and she was shouting DONG FANG SHENG QI! i still got time to react?? the words register abit slow cos about 30 seconds passed then i realize that was what she said. =_= then i rushed there...and just as i really looked at the TV it is gone. WTH!

btw that was changmin's message to the fan good thing i watched that already plus the others. haha happiness too bad for my sis never watch her joongie's one. MUAH HAHAHA

and TVXQ MALAYSIA CONCERT IS ON THE 24 OF NOV.
hell me cannot go la.....my mum wouldn't allow me to go!! unless my sis say she wants to go?? or maybe tvxq just bypass singapore also can!!!!

sighs...

and and tvxq X'mas project is confirmed!! me taking part puahahahaha this sunday will be going to take the papers and start puahahaha doing the stuffs....puahahaha!! thinking of it makes me so happy. and i just realize it is only 9.15 what the....time flies so slow...

perhaps when the time flies quick the time TVXQ visiting singapore will come faster?

ok i am naive~~~

but i can only think that way right...if not how come i survive the days thinking of TVXQ this much...

and and i feel so satisfied...

ok my dad wanna use the com gtg...

ANNYEONG!!


cont. of my dream
Wednesday, September 26, 2007

actually now i already forgot most of it.i will just continue then...

then i got his signature!! oh my god but his signature is actually a drawing? but erm i still accepted it.haha like duh of cos i would. i think i follow him i guess if not i would like leaving then. haha. ok then like i really left what the hell shouldn't i follow junsu? am i stuid or what? haha but any way as i was leaving, i heard a very familiar voice. i was like thinking isn't that yoochun's voice? and i turned around and there yoochun is!! omg~~haha then i think shortly after i saw yoochun my mum wake me up.

end of my story...haha

any way ytd celebration of moon cake festival is fun!! haha you all noe it so i shalln't elaborate...

pics??

i shall upload some then...



these two days.
Tuesday, September 25, 2007

yesterday was the innovation week presentation...and...WTF!!!!
it was not what i expected....the whole presentation thing went wrong!! embarrassment of the day.
ok nvm but at least that day i was quite having my fun^^
but i did it till three.....haiz....nvm just sleep.

any way today omg...start going for lessons. i can totally sleep during lit but still i survived.
and later would be going to hui min house for tai tai training ha!

omg and i tell you.....i got chosen for photoshooting dance. hell!! i was only told this morning. hell i dun wanna go...i hate make up and most of all that damn costume~~yuck!
3.00 is the shooting i guess and now what time? 2.18 still deciding...2.21 still deciding...
ok i decided 2.30 go back to school and see see what to do.

last night dream was omg!! i dreamt junsu having a fan sign in singapore!! and i saw him only..and i was shopping with my friends when i see someone familiar in front who is having some event. then i went up and there he is!!! my junsu!! and inside my heart was OSing go faster take this signature. so i went up and took his signature!! oh my ma ma!! i was looking straight at his face!! SO HANDSOME!!

ok i gtg will come back to say more on my dream^^


sleepy...
Monday, September 24, 2007

it is 1.50 midnight or rather in the morning i am still awake...why?

doing the last minute work of the innovation week project. my members are sleeping becos they did rather most of the things while i am away...i am sleepy...

completed the ppt but not script trying to write them all all but my hands are tried...had to write the layout of the room since mabel didn't gave it to me the last meeting we had. and i can say it sux cos i am not a good artist e grateful...it is already almost 2 and i am still working.

ah....sleepy....i had to change the layout of the 2 and 3 storey cos i realize not only 45 rooms for the students but 2 more rooms for the hostel counsellors. thank god i found it. if not we are dead. so i redraw re took the photos and re paste can you imagine how irritating it is to redo everything and i did it 5 times already.

if you say i didn't contribute then you are so wrong...while you are in your dreamland i am working here...on your script and ppt. man if we are not going to the finals i understand cos the drawing i done sux but please not an F.

i seriously tired.....and you may be wondering since your working on your project and sleepy why the hell you are here blogging?? BECAUSE I AM TRYING TO STAY WIDE AWAKE ENOUGH TO DO EVERYTHING PROPERLY...

i think i will be yawning my way tmr...shit...

ok i am going off to do my stuff...


world....

i tell you i any how name this post de...so...dun bother about the title haha!!

any way ytd went to do innovation or rather from wed onwards i have been working on that idiot innovation week project. bastard shit^^ no vulgarity^^ got it!
any way i hope it is alright but even if it isn;t i dun care haha bleah who ask the school to treat us like that. not allowing us to rest right after EOYs....

and i have to go to school early tmr just to prepare the presentation. whatever to the school. bash the school up. and i realize i haven;t been to tian tian's blog for a very long time...shall visit it later.

and i didn't visit tvxq forum ytd and today till late at night.

i am still currently working on it while tmr is the deadline already. wish me luck.

is there any school tmr? no right?? i not bringing books wor...

and...ytd had great fun with min. she was cycling me all around my aunt house there de neighbourhood...and i hurt my legs...-_-" scratches all that most of all my toe. i tried to cycle her but realize i couldn't sorry girl. but this morning when both of us went out to buy tibits i was able to do it!!

any way tmr came back and started to do the innovation week project again. hell...

one more comment to add...suju second album is releasing soon!! ( or has it been released already??) whatever it is i am listening to the songs already. i like their title song DON'T DON.
damn nice k...try listening to it. and and not to mention their new hairstyle or rather new image? super de cool!! fit their title song but problems is they got lots of slow songs too. wonder how it looked like when they have very cool hairstyle singing those love songs....weird hor? congrats to them lo.

i wan my tvxq!!! i miss them to hell. i didn't catch their Asia song festival that video today and i am catching them tmr. DUN CARE! ROARR
and i saw the pics of tvxq in ASF....

OMO OMO OMO OMG!!!!
they are so cute and handsome!! faints. i was kawaii-ing all the way...haha
changmin as usual hair flying all around plus that very scary serious expression while dancing.
junsu as cute as usual that hot hot expression~~~ and and that hot pics of him dancing wah~~
yoonho sexy and jae pretty!!

ok i just did a survey on bukit.....brown?? cemetery...i got scared the hell of me. esp that site...i am visitng it at midnight!! i am timid k!! i got scary~~~ dun come after me!!! wah!!!


Friday, September 21, 2007

my left big toe hurts...sighs....haha it bleed...but for a while...i cleaned it already it is fine^^
although it was difficult to go home from the basketball court but i made it!!!!
the distance seems to be so long~~

jt recommend to chop off my leg...erm...one toe hurt and whole leg gone? ok...haha
xiao hua dun need to feel guilty de i will only blame you.kidding^^

erm...today went to complete that innovation week project but still...i think need to start on the presentation slides a;ready and and the skit. haven't even thought of the skit. i think i should start with the presentation first.

any way i dislike my trees~~so sticky those feeling is erm...the trees i made are shit!!!! i dun like my tree but why my friends made so nice de!!

any way tmr will be meeting up again for project complete up our structure and presentation...

sigh....

hey toe recover i need to run and dance dun like that treat me. i need you to dance..i need to practice my dance...if i dun how am i going to impress junsu with my sexy and nice dance( puahahahahahahahahahahaha) recover man i need you to spin...

ok i am done....oooo jp got from me a super junior song^-^
jp you still want? me can give you my tvxq songs and super junior songs de^^ but most of them is tvxq de. hahaha JUNSU~~~~

i miss my junsu too......sighs....i hope their taiwan concert are selling good now,

i want my junsu~~~


sad sad yeah sad

it is kinda pathetic for me these days. i seem to be in a bad mood everyday since....
since....* came into my life. destroys everything but later flirting with person. kinda disappointed.didn't expect * to be this way. i was quite affected. kinda worrying in my case. let me forget about * let time heal everything.

everything seems to change. family dun seem to understand me like they do when i was younger. maybe i have changed? have they not realise my change? suddenly i feel leaving my family and live by myself. do you noe that i feel insecure beside my dad. he looks like he is after me. i hope you do get it.

perhaps i need freedom or Independence.

i want things to go back what it should be before "they" came into my life. i wanna my love for junsu to come back. not like it has ever left me but not that strong. i wan that strong urge of junsu to come back. you noe what i mean right...

i want everything to come back to normal the change of my life...i can't adapt to it. sorry.
but i do wanna try changing of environment. like shifting house or even the place i am living. such as moving in to korea!!

i so wanna be with tvxq everyday but which is impossible.

haiz...perhaps i have mature for what i look at my dad now is childish. what he do right now which i consider funny then are childish now. sorry dad but that is what i feel. really dun live in the past. ok i am like stabbing myself with the different stands of mine.

i said to stop living in the past and there up there i am living in the past praying for things to go back normal like the last time.

ok...

i wanna abandon everything now. so stress with life. is this what it should be?
perhaps i am not meant to be a human on earth.

ok i feel damn hot now. singapore is so hot i wonder how long i can survive in here. i will soon fly away dun worry.


tonight...
Tuesday, September 18, 2007





















after i got home, i made some hp themes. the nicest i ever made i tell you!! i tell you~~

and and another thing!!!
my jie fu got doughnuts!!! yay yay!! so nice of him!! but hor...is for their anniversary de!!! yay yay i also got benefit!! lalala~~

shan shan you have doughnut i also got!!!
pics of doughnut next post


today?? today...

today is alright i guess..

morning wanted to go jp house to play but when i wake up and wanted to go it was too late they already wanted to go heartland mall to study. i didn't want to go so i stayed at home. what did i do during that time? i posted tvxq news in forum like duh!!! i am a tvxq to vow to spread tvxq love and post tvxq latest news~~

after a while jp called me to go hm house. so i went erm....i didn't win or lose i guess...cos i can't remember.... after that went to pizza hut and eat lunch. haha spent 8.45. and there got 10 dollar extra. so we split it up. haha after that went to play basketball.

played saw jt aggressive and idiot person plus san shun there. we dun have any ball with us so we was hoping those ppl will play with us. haiz...
was having fun just playing with san shun and that friend plus ys JP Mabel myself.
then here comes two people with bike. spoilt everything...

after that had to play match with some other people. WTH need some much time just to get them start playing. haiz. and why must one of those people with bike pick on me? haiz. i wasn't toking for your info. and and please i dun like people who smokes. congrats to you for being the first i am so going to say the F word to.

only played a while after the match started cos i had enough that person picking on me. hell. good thing jp wanted to go back too. thank god. please next time that person come again i go back home and also that idiot person.

haiz...walked home but first water. at the road saw san shun and that two people. ok...

haiz....


Monday, September 17, 2007

ok i am really irritated.
my mum

i really dun noe how to do with the stress you are giving me my DEAR mum.
seriously what do you really expect from me?


haiz

i am telling you....
i hate this things that are surrounding me.

if you ever see this, please come comfort me.

because i can't stand it any more.
i wanna cry but i can't.

my heart have harden to a state i can't cry any more.

bring my soul to a state of peace.

bring me to god. bring me to god for a peace of mind.

i want my life to go back when i am so happy and innocent.

i wanna cry into hands of warm.

i wanna hug someone who cared for me.

i dun wanna cry in front of my friends.

let me cry alone.

but perhaps someone lending me his /her shoulders?



this is what i wanna say

ok.
this afternoon i was consoling jp.
now this is shit.

ok. first dinner.
i was only trying to help my aunt to stop that naughty en wei to stop pestering her. cos she was hurting my aunt so i was like scolding her to stop it. that baka cried. as usual that crybaby. FUCK i really am angry. and i was blamed for trying to help. ok i so not going to help thank you for telling me that. then i was trying to help my the other aunt to like you noe put the porridge into the bowl. and hell i was blamed again. hello i wanted to help you and i became a annoyance? ok i got fed up and i said i not eating porridge. and my that aunt gave me that sound of irritation. HELL i really detest that sound. i got really angry.

i was giving that damn expression while eating one who observe should noe.
later i had to help to wipe clean the bowls. and my aunt said something like. your very funny your need three people to wipe the bowl pass the bowl and keep the bowl. and i said very funny meh? i dun find it funny leh. i sound bad so? this is what i got for my kindness? why am i not appreciated?

ok so i went back home.

guess what this time my mum asked me once she saw me. did you study today. shit. my father asked me that the same thing today. hell it was irritating. so i just burst out. i am getting angry.
is only my result concerns you the most? can you for once stop asking me about studies result and MORE RESULTS? stop it! i hate it. i really do hate it. i noe my sisters are clever and smart and did well. you dun think i wan to be that way too. stop calling me stupid or i will keep that knife going. I SERIOUSLY WARN YOU. YOU ARE NOW TEMPTING ME TO SLASH MYSELF WITH THAT SHARP OBJECT. you get what mean. you are getting on my nerves. fuck i do want to be clever. YOU DUN THINK I WANT HUH. stop it ok. i really dun like the way you keep asking me. telling me how stupid i am. you dun have to tell me i noe it ok!

and i believe no parent like you will tell her child she is stupid. fuck for once i really hate the family of mine or rather my parents. you will be hurt seeing this but have you thought of my feelings when you called me stupid? do you realize how sad i was hearing upon your words. do you noe how deep you cut me? there is no hurtful things on this earth than your parents given up hope on you. i can't trust them for strength.
i can't carrying on any more. my tears are dropping silently.

this is annoying.

i hate this.

you do noe i wish to be happy in any way. i hate this when the people dearest to me are hurting me the most.

by the way. if there is any form to escape everything i will do that. running away.

jp if you were trying to run away from home i will be the one to run away first. but at least you got it clear between your mum but i did not.

they dun understand at all.


i have so much to say

today, i start my day with shock.
i dreamt about something i have the shock of my life.

first to appear- my husband who i can't remember the face. and remember this is a dream and i dun wish this to be true.
this bloody "husband" of mine actually believed another woman rather than me. this bloody woman obviously did something wrong and i was exposing her. and my bloody "husband" actually sided her. and i was so angry i just said: fine i will go and you wouldn't see me after 7 months later. dunno why that 7 months.

next scene was me carrying a baby in my arms. shit. that was my daughter or son?? no idea of its gender only know that was my child. shit that was my shock!!! how could i have a child at this age. GOOD HEAVENS this was a dream if this was reality i jump down the damn building. and guess what i thought in my dreams. i said: shit i had a child at 15 means that i have a child earlier than my cousin who had a child at 19. i was like FUCK!

once again i thank god this was a dream. the shock of my life. ah!!!!!!

and and that bloody "husband" i wanna break up with him. have this kind of husband i rather die. and and that fucking lady bitch. haha i am scolding characters from my dream. and and why am i stupid to expose that fucking bitch in front of people and humiliate myself...if it was reality i will plan well and let her expose her own tricks in front of everyone.PUAHAHAHAHA

any way that was my dream. oh oh the reason on that you will see me after 7 months is i think because i was pregnant. once again this is a dream!!! A DREAM!!! shit i tell you damn shock can i just die? ah!!!

and i tell you i never will return to my that "husband" sia. and also i will raise my child alone in my dreams in this case. what kind of husband is that. and and i just let that woman with my husband let my husband suffer!! who ask him.die by himself. and this is when the childish me appear cos i am damn angry now. so when i am angry i turn evil. when i am happy i will be good. so...this is what my husband will get when i am angry maybe when i am happy i will treat him better.

any way good thing this is a DREAM!!!!!!!!

puahahahahaha~~

dun be scare away....i am only 15...perhaps will i am older i will be sensible to deal with my bloody husband. and now my mum is nagging. wallao.


i am sick of this
Saturday, September 15, 2007

ok i am sick of this and everything.
i am so going to delete those people's post from my blog.
and i hate fighting with ppl.

will beating ppl get you any where?
stop it be mature ok!
you should noe better than me if you beat people up you will get into trouble!
must you be like this.

if you insist doing this i will not hesitate to stop you and i mean in any way.
hello, seriously you think i am protecting that person ony, then you are wrong. i am also protecting you from getting into trouble. can't you for once stop beating people.

shit i am so losing my mind. why am i into this. yeah maybe you are right it is none of my business. i should just stand there watching my friend getting into the situation helplessly.

FINE THAT'S THE WAY.


woah!!!!
Thursday, September 13, 2007

i wanna cry!!!
why is tvxq in France, Paris!!!
i saw so many fan video of them taken by fan(duh...)
and they were like super duper uber close tvxq. ok... now i wanna die
why why why why not Singapore they are visiting? but not now cos i will be distracted...

whoa!!!
and i tot junsu was in brazil now in paris? shee.
i was still writing on my English foolscap paper like (as the following)

hey junsu how are you? how are you in brazil?boy, how lucky you are to visit there. i must say, that can be a soccer country. you must be very happy to be able to visit there. but you are there alone without the accompany of the other tvxq members.but you have boa which i dun really wish you are with her. junsu promise me that nothing will happen between you and her k? you guys are just pure friends=P yoochun jaejoong yoonho changmin all went to France^^ to be accurate Paris? WOW WOW WOW! that romantic country!! to be there....is so romantic....junsu wanted to go Paris!! HAHAHA!! BLEAH!! junsu you dun get to visit there with the other members like what you wished! BLEAH!!i am evil but who cares=P maybe i do care cos ytd i just saw junsu's profile. girls he prefer is people with bright personality. as in smart or those cheerful type? i am acting dumb now^^ base on my understanding of junsu, he likes girls who are cheerful and positive.... i knew junsu will like those kind!!! let's hope that i fall into that category^^

ok now i feel stupid haha^^
and he is in paris now with tvxq...oh no.

haha any way...i just a video of tvxq. someone is feeding the birds and junsu is right smack at the right of the video. i can recognise him just by his backview. how? his back and his duck butt^^ what...he is famous for that butt of his ok...
haha^^

any way going to poof off...




Monday, September 10, 2007

i wanna stab that damn pillow over there!
i wanna slap that bitch over here which is pointing to myself.

i wanna box Saturn who currently took over myself.
i wanna plant a few punches on their faces!

i wanna implant good personalities into my rotting self.

i wanna kick someone to the outer space.

i wanna fly to the sky right now.

i wanna be a angel .

i wan my soul to be there to bless junsu.

I WANNA NUCLEAR BOMB MY TOILET!!!!!

I WANNA BOX ANYONE WHO BLOCKS MY WAY.

I WAN YOOCHUN TO NUCLEAR KISS. (OK THAT WAS WATEVER. FILLING UP SPACES ONLY)
PLEASE DO NOT NUCLEAR KISS MY JUNSU OR I WILL NUCLEAR BOMB YOU. THAT WAS RANDOM TOO. BUT I SOMETIMES IS SERIOUS. I CAN MEAN IT TOO. BEWARE!

BURNING WITH FIRE DO NOT COME NEAR.


haiz everything...

suddenly i find everything very irritating. i hate this feeling i have now. the feeling of getting ignored. the feeling of trying to get attention when you already noe people are ignoring you. please sense my presence. if not i really get fed up. i really dun wanna be a clown entertaining people. ok i am done scolding my damn self. i hate myself for being like this. i hate myself to be this way, so irritating. ARH!! blast myself away.

any way i am starting to miss my sis and parents. they all went up to genting at this critical moment of my sec 3 life. arh!!! i wanna go too. OK NOW, I FEELING DAMN IRRITATED!! shee...i find everyone and any one irritating. why am i this way. i feel so fucked off of myself. why can't i be natural in front of strangers. i can't la...that's why i feel so fed up of myself. haiz...i guess this is one common thing between junsu and me perhaps.

at least junsu is more lovable. haha. i noe i can be irritating at times. and i do hate myself for that. i hate myself for not being enough friendly or whatever. sometimes, i do wish to end my life and stop everything from getting worst. ok i regretted playing basketball. nothing is right. i feel like a piece of shit. sudden state of depression.

damn it, junsu is in Brazil that faraway land. shit i missing him already. why is he that far?? in Brazil?? i miss him. baby when are you coming back? i miss you already.

missing people is this painful. LOVE TRULY HURTS. i always think love is so nice because you are loved. but now the one i love is not by my side and i am just finding pain to suffer. FUCK myself for that. but i do still love junsu.

i swear i wanna hit and stab myself.

arh!! what's wrong with my damn self? i getting so irritated with myself. GRRR!!

go away saturn.

arh!!!!!!!!!!! just feeling this bad. VERY VERY BAD! even tvxq can't even calm me down. JUNSU WHERE ARE YOU? haiz...i didn't get to see you these few days. no pic and video of you. shit i am too dependent on you. too addicted to you.

grr! fuck off myself.

ok....i just wanna say many times of bad words but junsu is singing now...shit i can't say any now. dun feel like saying already. thanks junsu^^

haiz...why am i getting so depressed?? because i dun find comfort. damn MATHS! making me feeling this way.

tell you what really irritated myself!!! grr because i can't stand myself. everything look wrong to me.

i wan my er jie back and mummy and daddy back to my side cos i seriously dun feel normal. i feel so empty.

damn spelling mistakes what the fuck is wrong with me? i keep typing wrongly. FUCK FUCK FUCK.



nothing much
Sunday, September 9, 2007

ah....i shall post something heart breaking for me again.

fan: junsu oppa, did yoochun oppa always look left and right?? oppa must be careful!! keke~~junsu: ah....fear not! he will not betray me!! keke i have the charms~~

oh man...another heart breaking event have happened today...

junsu i noe you have the charms to trap me...but not yoochun please!! shit i am jealous over a man. A MAN!!! humphs!! that man who i just recognise him to have that sexy voice!yoochun you you evil person how dare you snatch my junsu!

hahaha^^

oh and i realise i can't accept any pairings with junsu. etc yoosu, jaesu.

YOOSU IS A NO NO !!

yup and dun show me anything about yoosu. i just cry in front of you. haha

eugenice tried to trick me. puahaha. she showed me this ps pic of two person kissing. saying it to be yoochun and junsu. one of them look like yoochun but the other is definately not junsu. guess what i type. that is a ps photo not yoochun and junsu trust me. and yes i am right!

base on my countless observations on junsu.(etc his features) how can i be trick by this? hello i see junsu everyday. even with just his shadow i can already spot it is him. haha i am a pro now^^ proud of myself.

MORAL OF STORY: dun try to cheat von's feeling with ps-ed photo of yoosu kissing. dun try to hurt von's heart you will see her crying.

ok done^^



if only you were with me
Friday, September 7, 2007

if only junsu, you, were with me.
stay beside me. giving me strength to move on.
encourage me to stay happy.
telling me how happy you will be.

junsu yes you.
if you were with me.
i will never have been this tired.
i will never have cried.
i will never be so heart broken

i miss you, my prince.

how silly i can be.
junsu have never left me.
he always live in my heart.
he always been there for me whenever i need.

still, i am selfish, i really wanna have you all to myself.
i dun wanna share you to other people.
*except for his family. i dun wanna leave bad impressions. i wanna have a good girl image for junsu's family you noe...*hint hint*

all these are all dreams and imagination.
daydreaming thinking imagine, i am all tired of these.
i wan reality.
junsu i wanna see you.
my only wish in this life is just to see you.
*perhaps a bit more like. ahem, marrying you. BLEAH*
ok, more specific is before i die i wanna see him like once.

junsu i dun wanna lie that i can survive with pictures of you, video of you.
so near yet so far.
i see you everyday(posters pictures, etc) but when i wake up this is all a dream.
i heard you everyday( music ringtone,etc) but when i open my eyes this is all a dream.

i wanna see you smile everyday i dun wanna see it through other people eyes.( camera)
i wanna see your smile through my eyes.
i wanna heard your laughter. i dun wanna heard it from other people thing( i dun how to describe)

i wanna just see you.

i am selfish. i am silly. i am dumb. call me for all you want.

i just miss my prince.

that person who made me so crazy over.

i fallen into a deep trap of *ahem* love.

i am too attracted to a guy who is so cute and sweet. can be so foolish and childish. can be funnier than any comedian. can be so optimistic than the sun. smile that sparks like a diamond. everything that i can think of. of course the good things(DUH)

yes it is him. he trapped me into this game called love.

JUNSU!!!!!!!!!
JUNSU!!!

ok i am done crapping.

thank you for reading^^

junsu said that it is good to be polite to your readers no matter what^^
ps:any idea to make a arrow point up??
btw: that was made up by me^^ but i am so sure he like polite girls more than any thing. once again made up by me^^

THANK YOU for even passing by.

for everything on this world is nice and beautiful for nothing is made badly or worst.

ps: no idea what i was writing. as i continue typing i totally lost my mind. i cound have gone off the topic. sorry ppl.


what a day lo~~
Wednesday, September 5, 2007

ok today went out....and why am i so unlucky to see people that is so bitchy???

first there is this people who call themselves fashion police calling behind me. i wear what i like i dun care whether if it is against fashion. PLUS fashion is what people create. i create my own fashion cannot ah??

then we went to play basketball. then we see people who are assholes. let me tell you they are from yingyu. F*** they are such assholes. LOSER!! come on man have such sportsmanship. fancy giving people names.

that gal who is boyish. WAIT YOU CALL THAT PERSON A GIRL?? wait wait she doesn't even have ahem. you call mine flat ah?? you go see her and observe. and i am so grateful that i can say so loud that mine not flat chest!! haha...hers is totally flat. so is her friend. BLEAH!!

then her friend guys. not gentleman lo. oh please. joe what?? thank god some one throw the ball at his *peep* i thank god for that. his retribution for calling us names.

calling us loser huh?? wait who is the big loser there huh?? wow man i am flying thank you very much. i didn't noe that is your definition of "flying". you english must have failed badly. if that was flying..i think you will be seeing many people flying.

hey what makes you call my friend fat pole?? then i must be seeing bamboo and short pole playing basketball. hey that xiao di di... i pity you having such friends... i pray that you come to your senses. i pray for that day. amen.

ok i am done^^
i think this post will be gone for about 24 hours later

such assholes...assholes....assholes......assholes....lalalalalala~~~
assholes...so what you so good at basketball...we use brains..


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