hello :) been a long time since i lasted updated.
life's been tough recently, was really upset and depressed over a couple of things but i guess i'm now much better.

i always thought all the friends whom i'm close to are good people. what i meant was, i believed if friends are close enough, they won't bitch about each other and would have kept their secrets. i was wrong. i thought after the friends issue during secondary 1 was over but now poly year 2. seriously, i just have to face these kinds of things in  every education level? zzzz well at least i know who are my true friends.

please dun break my heart. please. too much depressing events are happening and my heart aint strong. its very fragile. it breaks, i break easily.

and i vowed not to love anyone any more. too tiring and torturing. well at least i'm dealing that better than healing myself on the friends issue. no more one-sided love for me. controlling hard on making this one fail and making the wanted-to-but-still-failed one die. (if you get what i mean)

today my family got into a minor accident. some guy banged my dad's car from the back :( poor car! took one hour to settle with the guy =.= well that's quite an experience, was really shocked and for a spilt second, i was afraid if anything bad were to happen like erm we were send flying out of the car etc. but thank good we're all safe just a little bump for our poor car :( tomorrow dad and mum will settle matters with that guy. no more accidents please.

well, after that little incident, i can now understand how people feel when they are invovled in an accident. ahhh being alive and still able to be with my love ones is good. thank you lord and grandparents for looking out for us. thank god thank god thank god.

lost my vibe recently. like a deflated balloon losing its air and slowly getting emptied.
i hope i get back my center if not, prepare to see me emo.

cut my hair :) look more like a secondary schooler. doubt any one will believe i'm 18 with this look now :P