i think i have said this before but imma gonna say this one more time.

about 1/3 of my year 1 class mates are gonna be in my new class.
and i'm curious to find out he other 2/3.
most of all, i'm curious to find out if i'll get to survive through seeing him for the rest of my poly life.
god is making fun of me.

sigh. mabe something will happen out of it?
like please make us be normal again?
at least just being friends is enough for me.
you get what i mean?

:(