weird.
and its bothering me.
frustrating.
tried sorting it out but its really something i dun understand.

aside from that, i've made a promise to myself not to bother any more.
i feel dumb that blank is still clouding up my mind.
its silly.

now i'm saying this, i'm glad that next semester will be a new beginning.
its my only way to escape from blank.
i'm gonna miss school time with my poly clique though sigh...

oh well...one more paper and i will be free from this troubled year 1.
i hope Year 2 will be a better year, please.

i'll make sure year 2 will not be a repeated history of year 1.
i'll make sure no one knows how i feel.
damn it.