because there's some things in life that can't be forced.

because there's some things in life...it's not you want it you get it.

because there's some things in life you have to learn step by step.

because my heart is so empty now, i'm relying on my pretty boys (aka my idols =D)

because somehow i'm not fated to be with the one i love.

because i'm not good enough.

because...

i can't find him.