sad to say, i am once again in the situation where i can't seem to sleep in the night.
yesterday, i spent the time thinking and pondering over the decision.
it just suddenly came to me...after all, we are just friends...
but i'm not exactly giving up...
and i'm not exactly upset or depressed
but now, i feel like i am released, more relaxed=)
for all the past times it got me upset unhappy and all, now i am enlightened=)

but future is hard to predict isnt it? =D
anything could happen you know XDDDD