ahhh wth! i wanted to type out this post with perfect English but its hurting my brain to think up properly structured sentences and stuffs =( too bad, i guess i will attempt it another time=D that's when i'm into the mood and when i'm free =D

well, school on the second turned out to be fine=D
sometimes, it really depend on how you see it and eventually, what you can do to make yourself feel better=D
it definitely took me quite a while to actually adjust and open up>< but one can definitely sense the awkwardness. In the end of the day, i hope everything will turn out just fine=)

It'sWednesday tomorrow! and i'm hoping the first week will be gone faster so that we can skip those introduction and stuffs. Really wanna get down into business=D

I was talking to my sister and mum on this certain incident that happened today.
"if she's your friend, she wouldnt do that. she shouldnt be taking advantage of you."
my sister said to me and also agreeing to my side.

oh yeah! i had this module called effective writing this semester and its about perfect english (at least that's how i see it XD) Learnt singlish! (how amazing! =D) hahahaha what's interesting about it is that half the singlish filled sentences i din quite get it D= i mean my singlish is at the lowest rank! My english arent that great too=( OH MAN!=((((

any way....i saw the signs. The signs that indicate that i'm slowly letting the feelings i had for him. I thought i had finally mastered it but that's only until i saw him once again. The fact that i know you are nearby makes me makes the whole process difficult again. How can your presence make everything so hard for me? And it felt so different...we are distanced again. This time, i know, i have cared less on that. At least, this would means that i'm making my life a tad easier =D

if only you made your confession at the right time, we wouldnt have missed the chance.
i'm upset, at that time, i had feelings for you too =(
however, i'm quite shocked to know my nerd times can attract people too! =D
I thought i look so nerdy and toot that it makes people turn their heads away! hahaha!
but thank you for being frank with me=) even though you are late by 2 years=.=
you are my good brother and i will work hard to be a good sister too XDDD
Jia you!=D

a ride of rollercoaster called life.