just found out that most of happy bang-ers are working this holiday and i am still slacking and rotting at home doing nothing at all. am i the last to find out? while the rest goes in groups doing something (at least more meaningful than mine), i feel so left out...because i wasn't even considered. its rather complicated at how things are turning out. its really weird. i feel like i am stranded on a lonely island and no one is here to rescue me. where's my prince when i need it the most? what are friends for? tell me before i really lose it. i hate the way i am feeling and whats leading me to it.

what are the true meanings to friends? teach me.