sometimes i wonder...
Why is it so hard to be a human?
why is it so hard to achieve all that i want?
why is it so hard to be perfect?
why is it so hard to be a perfect human?

but no one is perfect....because humans make mistakes.
is it better to live in heaven or on earth?

i wish i could forget everything and start everything again.

where did my carefree self go?
where did those days go to?
why can't i see myself any more?