i have break through my foolish self today=D
Finally doing the actions than just saying it. that is to forget about the feeling i held on and completely letting it go.
I guess nothing will be able to change this determination.

Ok! i shall search for my new eye candy! HAHAHAHA
if you know me well, i have a lot eye candys! hahaha my newest one for idols is NICK KHUN.
awww that cute, funny handsome guy=D
of course not forgetting my junsu=D he's my silly guy=D
but all those are not being realistic sooooo hahaha ok! new eye candy for real! XDDDD

i wanna go shopping soon~ my clothes are so old that it hurts to wear them over and over again><
and i am hungry now! there is food at home but are labeled as junk food. and my sisters dun allow me to eat them! at least within their sight...which means if i secretly go out and eat those...they wont even know!=DDD unless its so unlucky that when i carry out the mission of sneakingly eating forbidden food was bumped by them=( I AM HUNGRY!!!

i hate you.