My foolish heart that can't stand firm on its decision.
Easily swayed by the desired's actions.
It only took a few moments to sway its determination and it took a whole lot more effort to make this heart settle the determination that it finally had found the courage to do so.
And just a by a few minutes, determination came crumbling down, pits and pieces.
How fragile can a heart be?
This come and forth experiences that the heart face, is so tiring, tough and torturing.
Challenging enough to control this heart's emotions and feeling.
Why, oh lord, why does this heart even exist?
or maybe, why must the desired make the heart go through all this?
my oh my...
this heart.....belongs to me.

11 September 2009