there are so many things..
that kept me alive and kicking..
that kept me so happy and sad

there are so many things i have yet let them go and there are so many things i wish i could tell you all. there so many things i want to accomplish but there are so many other things that pulled me back.

i wished you would have understand how i feel.

there are so many things that are going on...
there are so many things for me to do..
there are so many things for me to handle..

i need a break, just something that i call freedom.
i want to go back to just being me.
no more masks, no more faces no more painted faces.

pull me back to reality, let me know where do i stand.
deep down am i happy or sad?
deep down am i worried or just....relaxed?
what am i?
who am i?
where am i?

now i know, why do i fancy angel's wings...
i need those to take me away, to bring me to paradise where i can finally find my soul.
i need those to let me find the freedom i desired.
i need those to bring me forward to the future so that i can find my true love.
someone to love me.
someone who love me, love me for who i am...

bring me home, bring me back, bring me to where i belong.
this is not what i want to be.
bring me back to who i really am.
i wanna go home.