my grandpa was already not feeling well when we went over to eat dinner just last night.
then, just a moment ago, my grandpa fell in the toilet and when we rushed over, he was unconscious. he was drive to the nearest hospital and is now on his way, reaching the hospital. i dunno how is he, i'm worried for him and i fear losing him.

at this moment, i have no one to cry to just sitting here facing the com and typing it to vent it all out. i wanted to confess to my friends about this but no one was here....i fear to bother them..

i wonder how is my grandpa now...is he alright?

grandma, please look after him. please dun take him away.

ever since my grandma passed away, i fear losing him too, that sudden.
i fear, waken up in the middle of the day one day to my shock that someone so close to me is actually...because i tried that twice already. i dun wanna a third one.

aunt was on the verge of crying...

well but now i guess, he's alright now. at least that's one worry of my shoulder. i could have a night sleep. i couldn't bathe properly i keep thinking of negative and got so fed up with that i banged my head on the wall.

grandpa, take care alright~><