the most unacceptable act one man can do to a girl who pays her utmost respect to LOVE is to play with her feelings.
and i don't see what is so fun to fool a girl into believing that you actually is going to confess to her?
on this April's fool day, i dun see any point to trick me into believing you actually is going to say I LOVE YOU. thank you, for make a fool out of me on this day, very meaningful.

i thought he really going to confess to me! $*%&Q#)&%Q)#$%
in the end he told me it was a successful prank?
do you know how much i wanted to cry?
what a despicable act that comes from a guy i crushed on.

you know how angry i was?
after he told me is a prank, i went straight to take a bath to wake myself up.
when bathing, i was so..annoyed and angry that i punched on the wall of my bathroom.
i din realize how angry i was when i actually see that my hand actually bled a little.
i use to punch the wall when i am angry too previously and it din go as bad to bleeding.
so see? how angry i was?

i was so angry that i even find it so meaningless to go out with or even for him to treat me as he promised. he can't even be sensitive to a girl's heart. so pointless to even tok to him.
i told him straight i am angry and he was asking for forgiveness.
NO and NO
i am not those who you can fool with LOVE.

thanks for the wake up call. shit just shit.
$(*%#()Q&%)$&^$(^%&$()^
SO DISAPPOINTED LA