if you knew how my heart flustered when you always been spending time with me while we work, will you stop?
if only, i knew you before her would you have chosen me over her?
if there's a way for me to stop my emotions to go out for you...
if you knew how i dislike the way you tried to make me like him, will you stop?
if only you knew i was going to be this miserable, will you stop being nice to me?
if only you knew i was going to be reluctant to go, will you ask me to stay?

every part of me...is falling apart and i'm desperately trying to hold them in place.
but every time you come, you scatter them into pieces once again.
i knew, i shouldn't have fallen for you but as more time we spent together laughing, joking, playing i can't seem to pull myself apart from you.
will you please, stop knocking on my door?

yes, i confess, the worst of dreams, i think i really do have a liking for stickman.
i should have saw the signs when i typed more "stickman"s than junsu in my recent posts.
i should have guarded well...but i lost control.
each time i see him, i smiled, it's like the most natural thing to do.

i don't know if they were doing for my own good.
my other colleagues were joking, "no looking at stickman" "no joking with stickman" "no touching of stickman" . perhaps they knew i would have fallen for him if this continues. we are closer as days goes by and by this, it also means i'm leaving soon.

i regret why didn't we started like this earlier then we could have more of such memories but now...it left with only 4 more days. what should i do? i'm already wishing for time to pass by slowly, i'm already having second thoughts and thinking if i could stayed on...

stickman, if you knew you were holding me back, will you be shocked and surprised?
you were like my big bro and i know you look it that way.
perhaps it's just a heart's confusion.
i will sort my emotions and will soon regard you as my loving brother.
you have looked out for me and i really thank you.
i could have mistake my gratitude for you as love but it will soon be solved.
i will miss you and i really do.
4 days left, i will make this 4 days precious and have LOTS MORE FUN WITH YOU.
and when i leave, please do remember me and dun make me cry...

dun make me cry over you any more.