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back to blog just to share my happiness~
i got in to BUSINESS MANAGEMENT, nyp.
oh well, if it weren't the lots and lots of troubles my parents, sis and i went through, i won't be able to even think of getting in.
i'm not even afraid to say that, in fact, it depends on pulling some strings...still, i will prove my worthyness.

my times at work taught me lots of lessons, i hope it applies to all my FRIEND.
to be independent.
i, for example, trusted my colleagues and in the end aren't all blames pushed to me?
that's not really a good example....><

i look like a self centered person, dun i?
i dun even look out for my friends. dun i?
yeah....now you seen my true colours. *note sacrasm*
what's that old chinese phrase again? ah...something about HORSE amd something about when time flies you get to know one's true heart..*strong hints*
i only care for my own plight.
so when i got a job, i din cared about you.
i DIN help you look out, i DIN sms you
some ppl just take it for granted.
please, if you think all are against you, THINK AGAIN.
once again, i urge all, DUN BE NAIVE.

ARGH. i feel frustrated.
i feel like smashing out the windows and blow up the damn world just to calm the fire, burning my rationality away.
DAMN.

oh well, tmr is v day. bought cakes for the special ones to celebrate.

so when we'll not together, we see more faults in us than the usual time.
i wanted to inform you too, but circumstances obstructed.
then again, i thought about it, i could have just gave you the number to the manager and you could have planned a interview and might have caused a change in your future education. i was stupid then to have not thought about it. so perhaps i'm sorry about that.
however, now the way you're saying is like its my duty and responsible to tell you?
when i took the trouble to search for jobs for you, YOU DIN EVEN APPRECIATE IT. i dun remember the thankful and gratitude you give me.
i think you seriously toook it tooo granted. I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY, literally.