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HAPPY MOO MOO YEAR!!!
its chinese new year!!! wow, how time flies...
i dun exactly remembered how i last celebrate cny in school last year...*boohoo*
this year seems a bit dull when moo moo year arrived...

played mahjong with family today!!
i won 20 bucks, chip values^^
ah yi came for a short while...but i still got to spend some time with min le!! she is still so adorable!! *she grew tall and heavier neh><*

went over to er gu house for reunion dinner.
the 7 course meal i looked forward to didn't exactly surprised my taste buds.
fried rice to lotus rice which tasted..."out of the world"

and i was thinking of him for the longest time other than junsu.
OMG
i think i fell in love with him even without me knowing...
or perhaps i already had interests on him since the first day i saw him and then had great impression?
i'm glad that we are getting closer each working day, to know each other better..
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is this how its feel to be in a one sided love relationship?
i kind of had a feeling that he had interests in me too....but maybe....i think too much?
gosh...i dun even know his age><
well...at least he doesn't smoke...

any way, morning went out with clique members *excluding m*
it was great as spending time with them always brought laughters^^

my colleagues aren't that bad actually. come to think of it...they were rather nice and have looked out for me in every possible ways.
i especially admired this guy, i call him the stickman. *if you happen to know who i am referring?*
he is such a interesting guy to be with!!!
he brings laughter and jokes around with me and i would like to formally address him "DA GE" soon. hahahahaha
to be frank, i actually did like him before but shockingly, HE IS MARRIED. *babomb*
i was really shocked and sad that he was "taken up" *imagines scene: a sign pops up with sorry-seat-taken/not-available words printed on it*
what's worst....he has a child!!!!
boohooo~~!!
but this kind of lovey feeling didn't stayed long towards him because i know it will be impossible plus, i dun wanna be a inhuman person to break up family *like as if i have the charms too ^_^""""*

so for the ending part of the post...
HAPPY MOO MOO YEAR!!
XIN NIAN KUAI LE
GONG XI FA CAI
KUAI LE YI ZHEN NIAN!!!!

are you thinking the same as me?
do you have the same thinking like mine?
could you...at least give me hints?
or should i drop hints?
one day will you finally realise....
this fearful heart of mine?

junsu...wo dui bu qi ni><