Entries of life ★

alright, i am still jobless. i can't find any suitable job.
damn it, jobs are really hard to find these days, especially recession time.
LOL, what has it got to do with recession any way?

well, i spent time with my cute little cousin min le today. she was sooo cute! and grew heavier>.< nothing much, except that my family realized that my special day is approaching HAHAHAHA
i told my mum that i wanted to go escape theme park on my day and she told me she could apply leave to accompany me. SO SWEET RIGHT? but i rejected her>.< reason because if she were to accompany me to take those thrilling rides, i fear that she may not take it. after all my mum is getting on her age, still she is very healthy!
majority has their job already...so this is my worry, my day lands on a weekday, so, will it turn out to be no one celebrating with me? shit.

my sis forgot about the gift i wanted her to get me>.< she bias la!!!! she remembers about her darling's stuff and not her sister's. idiot.

i still can't get a job, sighs. i doubt i am able to get a job before December. or maybe i can?
pray hard the serangoon job is still available or suitable for me. CRYSTAL JADE!! WHY DIDN'T YOU WANT ME!

mmmm every year i always looked forward to my special day but i forgot since when have i stopped placing my hopes on surprises? this year, neutral feelings. HAHAHAHAHA recession is coming, i need to start getting money rolling in my bank account.

ring ring ring ring
i am so bored and lonely.
ring ring ring ring
bam bam bam bam

haiz.
even junsu can't make me laugh heartedly.