far far away...
you are more than what i ask for.
you are more than what i can handle.
you are more than...
what you are.
i love you so much.

janel you are so right. letting it go is impossible.
i still very much miss them or rather them.
you said to stop mention them in my blog but...i just couldn't stop thinking of them every minute every second.
every beat of my heart seems to work for them.
every breathe i take seems to be for them.
well, but i can be certain for one thing!
i'm not that crazy over them or him any more!
seriously.
no really
i mean it.

GOSH only two more papers to go!
can't imagine this O LEVEL is going to be over soon.
well it does seems to be over in the blink of an eye.
not really that long but not really that short.
i'm only left with pure lit and science MCQ.
GREAT!
freedom!
my sis is asking me to go work.
i am intending too.
i need to earn money!
lets just say i need to save up for clothes shoes hat korea trip japan trip korean class japanese class and the list goes on...
if i get my first pay....that would mean treating.
that is well, a culture in my family ba.
FIRST PAY=treating of a meal.
now...its left with me. >.<

my sis told me that she was worried.
FOR ME
about, well what else, o level la.
my prelims...
worrying about me going to its the end.
well, after you told me that i was totally afraid.
i was rather confident until you crushed me down.
darn.
she said i look so carefree...
like never study...
-.-!!!!!!!
i did.
i even cried while on the way to the airport to fetch my sis, in front of my parents but secretly.
only because i was so worried about my future and o levels.
i am so worried too.
stop crushing my confidence at this very point of time.
all i need is your encouragement.

FIGHTING

i dunno what is my current feeling now. neutral ba
i should feel something now but i dun know why...i feel nothing.
damn.