well, it seems like no one has the time to blog nowadays...but, i am still going to blog though, because i really have nothing much to do to occupy myself.
gosh i should really get a job like real soon.
any way, it is only 3 days more and THERE! i am officially 16~<3
the rest are sort of busy with their stuffs so...i am so ignored>.<
oh well...
i hope kino will hire me then, i am rotting off at home.
i know i shouldn't expect more, but....
there is somethings that you can't help it.
dun leave me alone, dun leave me....
♥
Sunday, November 30, 2008
♥
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
baby, i'm sorry.
i really want to protect you.
protect you from all possible harms.
i'm sorry.
i couldn't protect you...i'm sorry.
changmin ah, i really want to seek revenge for you but...
i dun really know anything about the incident...
changmin, you must have been so hurt...
i'm so sorry, i couldn't protect.
i wanted to protect you so so so much...
if i was given the chance to choose, i would have chose to stay by your side..
(wallao my cousin just destroyed my emotional mood. he came to ask me whats with de middle finger (in my display pic) diaos diaos!! that was my second finger not middle finger! plus i very long never use middle finger unless i am super pissed off. LOL he just sort of tickled me abit. -.-)
changmin....i hope you have gotten better. i heard that you cried? dun cry my love, everything will be alright. aren't there many unhappiness that occurred over the years? haven't you overcome them just fine? you can do it just fine too, and besides you're not alone. baby, i will always stand here, support you and cheer you on. i know you are very mature, but its fine now to relax a bit and you know, cry. we, cassiopeia will cheer you on. keep smiling and i really do hope, you'll release your emotions. dun bottle them up alright? if there is a chance for me, i will be your listening ear, your pillar of strength, your source of energy, your little clown to bring a smile on your face.
you do not cry anymore
i will just stand by your side hold on to you making sure you do not trip and fall.
i will be there taking your hand
i willl be there, to wipe your tears.
changmin, FIGHTING!!!
over the years you have done it, now, you can do it too.
to be strong.
even though the odds maybe to you, you can still face them, fearless.
you are my big, strong black knight.
saranghamnida, naei choikang changmin.
because you are MAX CHANGMIN.
i really want to protect you.
protect you from all possible harms.
i'm sorry.
i couldn't protect you...i'm sorry.
changmin ah, i really want to seek revenge for you but...
i dun really know anything about the incident...
changmin, you must have been so hurt...
i'm so sorry, i couldn't protect.
i wanted to protect you so so so much...
if i was given the chance to choose, i would have chose to stay by your side..
(wallao my cousin just destroyed my emotional mood. he came to ask me whats with de middle finger (in my display pic) diaos diaos!! that was my second finger not middle finger! plus i very long never use middle finger unless i am super pissed off. LOL he just sort of tickled me abit. -.-)
changmin....i hope you have gotten better. i heard that you cried? dun cry my love, everything will be alright. aren't there many unhappiness that occurred over the years? haven't you overcome them just fine? you can do it just fine too, and besides you're not alone. baby, i will always stand here, support you and cheer you on. i know you are very mature, but its fine now to relax a bit and you know, cry. we, cassiopeia will cheer you on. keep smiling and i really do hope, you'll release your emotions. dun bottle them up alright? if there is a chance for me, i will be your listening ear, your pillar of strength, your source of energy, your little clown to bring a smile on your face.
you do not cry anymore
i will just stand by your side hold on to you making sure you do not trip and fall.
i will be there taking your hand
i willl be there, to wipe your tears.
changmin, FIGHTING!!!
over the years you have done it, now, you can do it too.
to be strong.
even though the odds maybe to you, you can still face them, fearless.
you are my big, strong black knight.
saranghamnida, naei choikang changmin.
because you are MAX CHANGMIN.
♥ still....JOBLESS
Sunday, November 23, 2008
alright, i am still jobless. i can't find any suitable job.
damn it, jobs are really hard to find these days, especially recession time.
LOL, what has it got to do with recession any way?
well, i spent time with my cute little cousin min le today. she was sooo cute! and grew heavier>.< nothing much, except that my family realized that my special day is approaching HAHAHAHA
i told my mum that i wanted to go escape theme park on my day and she told me she could apply leave to accompany me. SO SWEET RIGHT? but i rejected her>.< reason because if she were to accompany me to take those thrilling rides, i fear that she may not take it. after all my mum is getting on her age, still she is very healthy!
majority has their job already...so this is my worry, my day lands on a weekday, so, will it turn out to be no one celebrating with me? shit.
my sis forgot about the gift i wanted her to get me>.< she bias la!!!! she remembers about her darling's stuff and not her sister's. idiot.
i still can't get a job, sighs. i doubt i am able to get a job before December. or maybe i can?
pray hard the serangoon job is still available or suitable for me. CRYSTAL JADE!! WHY DIDN'T YOU WANT ME!
mmmm every year i always looked forward to my special day but i forgot since when have i stopped placing my hopes on surprises? this year, neutral feelings. HAHAHAHAHA recession is coming, i need to start getting money rolling in my bank account.
ring ring ring ring
i am so bored and lonely.
ring ring ring ring
bam bam bam bam
haiz.
even junsu can't make me laugh heartedly.
damn it, jobs are really hard to find these days, especially recession time.
LOL, what has it got to do with recession any way?
well, i spent time with my cute little cousin min le today. she was sooo cute! and grew heavier>.< nothing much, except that my family realized that my special day is approaching HAHAHAHA
i told my mum that i wanted to go escape theme park on my day and she told me she could apply leave to accompany me. SO SWEET RIGHT? but i rejected her>.< reason because if she were to accompany me to take those thrilling rides, i fear that she may not take it. after all my mum is getting on her age, still she is very healthy!
majority has their job already...so this is my worry, my day lands on a weekday, so, will it turn out to be no one celebrating with me? shit.
my sis forgot about the gift i wanted her to get me>.< she bias la!!!! she remembers about her darling's stuff and not her sister's. idiot.
i still can't get a job, sighs. i doubt i am able to get a job before December. or maybe i can?
pray hard the serangoon job is still available or suitable for me. CRYSTAL JADE!! WHY DIDN'T YOU WANT ME!
mmmm every year i always looked forward to my special day but i forgot since when have i stopped placing my hopes on surprises? this year, neutral feelings. HAHAHAHAHA recession is coming, i need to start getting money rolling in my bank account.
ring ring ring ring
i am so bored and lonely.
ring ring ring ring
bam bam bam bam
haiz.
even junsu can't make me laugh heartedly.
♥ pictures time!
gingerbread man! i <3 you!
super zi lian....(i know>.<)
the main focus for these five pictures is, RAINBOW. test your eye power by spotting it.
some greenery photos i took today while in the car. the beauty of nature and my photography skills^^
went out with shan and m on friday, took pics at the fountain? in suntec.
at yoshi, we had our breakfast there.
my green nails!!! but now left the two little fingers with green nails-.-
4B2'08
more prom pics~!
ok, so this is how short i am>.<
♥
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
last night was prom and was pretty okay. nothing much. i was expecting it to be something more memorable but well, that was it.
i woke up 12 plus to put on my lens. wah...took a long time to put them on can. haiz.
it took time to take them off too. my eyes....PAIN.
Yesterday was a painful day for me. did manicure, spent 8 bucks and had a wound because of the manicure person keep plucking my skin off at the finger area. DARN IT. super pain de can. my little left finger bled ok.
then went paragon to have my hair and make up done. i spend like 85 and the rest of the clique had it done much cheaper...haiz.
that make up artist plucked my eyebrows. DARN IT. so painful!!!
she even said my eyebrows are ugly. OMG imagine how much i want to box and slap her. i was OS-ing: you will get it from me.
i lost my tiara while rushing to paragon. DARN IT
my hair was just done in a simple type, i dun really have much to complain.
so...that should be the end of it. well, so after the prom night, the rest went to mac but i couldn't. darn it cos my parents didn't approve of it. it was prom night...and didn't let me to. i am sixteen already what except the fact that my birthday aren't here yet.
Pictures for the others.....
and pictures of me with others^^
me and shan shan
.......and mrs lee. keke
myself! this is the outfit for the night. the whole time i was worried that the tube dress might drop but well, in the end it didn't! LOL
.....with the clique members.
some random stuffs of prom night.
my lucky draw number. it didn't help me to win anything. thanks 220 -.-
me and the rest^^
i woke up 12 plus to put on my lens. wah...took a long time to put them on can. haiz.
it took time to take them off too. my eyes....PAIN.
Yesterday was a painful day for me. did manicure, spent 8 bucks and had a wound because of the manicure person keep plucking my skin off at the finger area. DARN IT. super pain de can. my little left finger bled ok.
then went paragon to have my hair and make up done. i spend like 85 and the rest of the clique had it done much cheaper...haiz.
that make up artist plucked my eyebrows. DARN IT. so painful!!!
she even said my eyebrows are ugly. OMG imagine how much i want to box and slap her. i was OS-ing: you will get it from me.
i lost my tiara while rushing to paragon. DARN IT
my hair was just done in a simple type, i dun really have much to complain.
so...that should be the end of it. well, so after the prom night, the rest went to mac but i couldn't. darn it cos my parents didn't approve of it. it was prom night...and didn't let me to. i am sixteen already what except the fact that my birthday aren't here yet.
Pictures for the others.....
and pictures of me with others^^
me and shan shan
.......and mrs lee. keke
myself! this is the outfit for the night. the whole time i was worried that the tube dress might drop but well, in the end it didn't! LOL
.....with the clique members.
some random stuffs of prom night.
my lucky draw number. it didn't help me to win anything. thanks 220 -.-
me and the rest^^
♥ job and birthday
Monday, November 17, 2008
wonder whats the link with birthday and job?
i tell you what is it, it concerns to if you will get a job or NOT.
case study of such: EVON WONG
after spending two days of job hunting, she finally had an job interview where somehow she will be accepted and will be able to earn an income.
HOWEVER, this was not the ending like how she imagined.
THE F***!
i was rejected because i was too F***ing YOUNG.
i mean, i am still not considered as a sixteen-er!!!
its only abut 2 weeks till i turn 16 alright!!
they still didn't want to hire me! WHAT THE F***
can you imagine how angry i was?
what a crappy day!
i even was told off by a company which me and jia ping should have gone interviewed.
that time they called jia ping, informing her about the interview details and they called me to scold me? WHAT THE HELL.
is this pure unluckiness or what?
AM I SHOULD AN IRRITANT THAT PEOPLE DUN LIKE ME?
i am starting to hate my birthday.
ok, because birthday resulted my unemployment, I AM GOING TO HATE BIRTHDAYS!!
DARN IT.
i tell you what is it, it concerns to if you will get a job or NOT.
case study of such: EVON WONG
after spending two days of job hunting, she finally had an job interview where somehow she will be accepted and will be able to earn an income.
HOWEVER, this was not the ending like how she imagined.
THE F***!
i was rejected because i was too F***ing YOUNG.
i mean, i am still not considered as a sixteen-er!!!
its only abut 2 weeks till i turn 16 alright!!
they still didn't want to hire me! WHAT THE F***
can you imagine how angry i was?
what a crappy day!
i even was told off by a company which me and jia ping should have gone interviewed.
that time they called jia ping, informing her about the interview details and they called me to scold me? WHAT THE HELL.
is this pure unluckiness or what?
AM I SHOULD AN IRRITANT THAT PEOPLE DUN LIKE ME?
i am starting to hate my birthday.
ok, because birthday resulted my unemployment, I AM GOING TO HATE BIRTHDAYS!!
DARN IT.
♥
job searching/hunting for the past few days. i must admit that this is getting me really fed up and all. because of this matter there have been so much incidents that have been going on. its like a final test...i am getting fed up. maybe when you really step out of school boundaries, that is when you truly finds out who are your friends. that is what i learn. maybe that is how she said about slowly fading away from each other after we enter another level of education.
job searching is so tiring. i wanna start work too. maybe i shouldn't be picky and all. maybe i should have be satisfied with what i am offered. i have, in fact, three interviews to go on monday. but well, one is down cos...i didn't wanted that job, hahahaha. one is down cos, dun think they wanna hire 4 at one go. so i am opting for the very last one, crystal jade. PLEASE GOD let the pay be good.
i have been feeling sad for like these few days. people keep ignoring me. i should learn to be a loner.
mmm DB got 5 music awards for MKMF. changmin cried, junsu on the verge to.
i'm getting a manicure for the very first time. OH GOD.
going to do my hair and make up at paragon on tuesday.
tuesday night is PROM NIGHT.
i'm excited.
dressed beautifully.
I AM SO SAD.
job earn money recession earn money no money earn money job offer dun have leh daddy wants me give resume haven't done that daddy could have gotten me a mediacorp job but i lazy to give resume earn money cash flow not smooth need money earn money
PICTURES TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my prom dress
this is after i got everything ready^^ i look like as if i had a tummy...>.<
rainy days, the way to describe how my mood is right now.
ferris wheel at E!Hub. isn't it beautiful?
korean pop night concert.
the "freebie" i got from the concert.
some other photos...
job searching is so tiring. i wanna start work too. maybe i shouldn't be picky and all. maybe i should have be satisfied with what i am offered. i have, in fact, three interviews to go on monday. but well, one is down cos...i didn't wanted that job, hahahaha. one is down cos, dun think they wanna hire 4 at one go. so i am opting for the very last one, crystal jade. PLEASE GOD let the pay be good.
i have been feeling sad for like these few days. people keep ignoring me. i should learn to be a loner.
mmm DB got 5 music awards for MKMF. changmin cried, junsu on the verge to.
i'm getting a manicure for the very first time. OH GOD.
going to do my hair and make up at paragon on tuesday.
tuesday night is PROM NIGHT.
i'm excited.
dressed beautifully.
I AM SO SAD.
job earn money recession earn money no money earn money job offer dun have leh daddy wants me give resume haven't done that daddy could have gotten me a mediacorp job but i lazy to give resume earn money cash flow not smooth need money earn money
PICTURES TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my prom dress
this is after i got everything ready^^ i look like as if i had a tummy...>.<
rainy days, the way to describe how my mood is right now.
ferris wheel at E!Hub. isn't it beautiful?
korean pop night concert.
the "freebie" i got from the concert.
some other photos...
