when you look at me in the eyes, i catch a glimpse of heaven.
that was once what i felt.
but now, i came to realize it was all fantasies imagined.
we were never been to be.
we will never be able to be like the way i dreamed up.
you were the stars that was beyond my reach.

thank you.
for the tears and happiness you gave to me.
for the touching moments
for the time when your silly actions just brighten up my day.

i guess it is just time now that i really am letting you go and drawing up the borders to what our relationship will be.
you and i, from the start, are idol and fan.
till the very end, we will still going to be like this.
i am silly and foolish to think that i will be able to conquer the barriers, and change.
but today, i know i failed. completely lost and failed.
you had your life and now i am going to have mine.
slowly fading you away from my life.
baby steps to take and learn, to have you completely removed.
to resume my life as before the day you came in.
my love, good bye.