A WEEK, filled with exams. IMPORTANT EXAMS.
O L.E.V.E.L.S
but now i am finally having a four day break before the next round of o levels exam.
today, i have no control over my stomach.
and through today's exam subjects, i came to a conclusion:
MATHS (be it e or a) IS VERY APPETIZING.
which ever paper i was doing today, i just felt hungry through all the time, solving questions.
WEIRD HUH?
well, my stomach just cant quit making noises, simply because it is hungry!!!
then, when the exams ended, it is not hungry any more...(wth,,,)
any way, a maths was a killer.
told mum i wasn't depending on a maths any more for L1R4
well, i still have 6 other subjects to count on, so...
i am counting on you; MATHS, ENGLISH, HIGHER CHINESE, PURE LIT, COMBINED HUMANITIES, COMBINED SCIENCE (PHYS/CHEM)
i am so in love with you guys...
so in return of my love, give me a big fat A. haha
i dun mind a A2, but i really prefer a A1. hahaha XP
yup so if the whole exams ended for today, ended at 5 in the evening, went to have a short game of basketball.
mmm after such a long time since i last touched a basketball.
my right knee has slight injuries-.-
OUCH
haha actually it is just some scratches and some skin being scraped off...ewww sounds so disgusting. *pukes*
i just had a burger, CHICKEN. hahaha without chili sauce>.<
>Junsu Changmin Yoochun admits that they had their first kiss after debut.shit man.
guess how i felt when i read that. the keyword is, JUNSU. then FIRST KISS. follow by AFTER DEBUT.
how do i describe the moment of emotion i felt when i saw read this heading? i read the article and after it, i had to hold myself together and took deep breaths for about 5mins? and then continued looking through the pages.
AMAZING, isn't it? i didn't rant anything, didn't cry, didn't felt heart broken. come to think of it, i think i didn't felt anything. perhaps i felt a bit too harsh? like the emotions that came onto me was so harsh, i guess i still unable to accept it huh?
i read how junsu lost his after debut first kiss, that was so f****** ^%&Q^$#&*%^Q)$*&% he and that S*** kissed at the carpark staircase? if i didn't remember wrongly. guess the time. 2006. *&*$(%&*(Q#&%&(^$^)$(*^% that is so recently can! junsu cried because he felt that he couldn't do anything for her. GREAT i feel so super inferior for no reason and finally am coming to the light of truth that after all i am only his fan. DAMN.
yoochun's kiss was crappy. the way he mentioned about it, gives me the impression he was so...playboy. he was just out with his friends and that s*** was someone he didn't know can. i think he said something like, what kissed then what about feelings? then that would make her his girl. WTF was that man i dunno why. dear yoochun you just made me drop one thousand good impression points of you.
i dun like playboys people who dun respect L.O.V.E i dun respect people who doesn't give a damn to kisses. i mean kisses are the most affectionate action that express those unspeakable emotions one felt for another. is like so holy. the holy action of love. you take that so lightly? it just make me so fed up that i dunno who you really are? i have and had many fancies of kisses and love relationship, good ones.
yup that was it. sort of fed up huh? perhaps it is just my own jealousy working up. maybe i just felt betrayed? but i am just SOME BLOODY FAN!! that TVXQ come across almost everyday of their lives. oh well, they wanted ordinary girls as their girl friends. while i wan a guy that loves me to acceept who i am to be my boyfriend. maybe i just wan the guy i love to love me back and as my boyfriend?
A LONG POST!!! hahaha bye folks
