if this is how my life goes, i guess i'm dead.
the life i'm leading....
was it worth it?
was it worth it for me to look back?
the 16 years i lived, was it worth it for me to look back?
i worried for the life i have ahead.
what is there left of me?
i wish someone could enlighten me.
this road to paradise
i guess, i still have a long way to go.
i walk this road with bare soles(?)
as i walked, rocks everywhere.
the pain everywhere,
i will grow as i learn to bear the pain.
i will learn
i will grow
i will
i will
a new me brewing silently
a storm secretly stirring up.
a future unpredictable
a me, impossible to understand.
it is me and me only.