so cold.....so cold....this icy feeling, so cold...
so cold...
so cold....so cold...
so cold....

whats there left??
maybe i should think before i act.
Blogs are so wonderful nowadays.
helps to express words deep within to others which can't be said in front of another.
i'm impressed with what blogs can do.
amazed and amused.
in a way i thank god for the creation of blogs, for teaching me some lessons that can't be taught in school.
some lessons are not taught in LIVE lessons.
my hands are shaking why are you so??

oh pillars of strength i once thought you were, is this how you thought of me?? what am i to you??
is our bridge that weak to break and chop?? our bridge that time could test?
am i silly? or am i covered with just my own emotions that i can't see the light ahead? its so cold and dark here that it seems as though the world has fallen on me. do i continue to be like this or move on with another life?

some things are gone for good. some things are left behind and some left unknown.

so cold.
so cold.
my hands and feets feels so cold.
my head feels the numbness too.

is there any way to finish this off and thus flying to the big blue sky?

she walked down the road called life. thanked those who bought her up. she was once a happy girl. she thought her life was this great with friends of trust with family of care. she was happy. she had the bad trust when she was only 13 but had learnt to build it again and walked on. but who knows she met another break down of trust at the age of 16. Though she was troubled as far as she knows, no one seems to know. she must have thought that everyone's emotions are covering their mind. she was so knocked down with how she had to deal coldness of the world. she was called to wake up to see the world the way it truly is. she was treated like glass but she could only hide her deepest fear. the fear that she might feel the pain of what it is to lose some things and have to build some things again.

she have to be strong i guess?