Entries of life ★

ok i decided to delete the 2 previous posts i have blogged.
simply because too many negative comments were made and truly affected me much.
negative comments could be made directly to me.
positive comments? i wouldn't expect on me so....ok then.

i dared to post the 2 posts up was only because i feel anger piling up and bottling up to its max. i have to release it if not you could probably expect the worst of evon.

i walked for 30 mins around the park just minutes ago and thought alot.
every single word i typed expressed my deepest feelings.

sometimes you really got to stand in one's point of view to truly understand what she had felt.
sometimes you really got to do this.

every sigh i made today, contributes to the depression i have later.
thats just random but...
我所写下的每一句。。表达了我对生命的感慨

try not to cover your eyes with your emotions, but try to open your eyes to see what others are trying to do for you.

sometimes is not me who cannot be understanding.
its me who wants people to understand me.
the way i feel the way i am.
sometimes i just want to be selfish for people to take notice of me appreciate me to care for me to understand or to just let me to do my way.

i walked and learnt.
i guess its just how you gain experiences, and learn?
i guess this is how i am going to walk through my life till my last breath.

there was this quote i saw: it was believe that every sigh cost the heart a drop of blood.
so i guess my heart paid quite a number of blood??