I WANT TO DIE.
can't believe i really had this thought flash by my mind.
its just annoying to know that you are under the OH SO MIGHTLY powers of your parents.
and it kills how your parents abuse this authority.
and there seems no way you can decline it.

i want my damn freedom back.
i want to grow up as soon as possible.
i want to be free.
and what worst, i wan to disappear and vanish as soon as possible.

its sick and irritating that i am constantly hating my own group of people that are flowing the same wong blood. (what! i am just being frank and very blunt about it)


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what will my last words be?

and what wrong do i have when i paint my nails...?
oh sorry man i painted my nails and there was this nail polish smell that was produced which totally cannot be avoided. it was my fault. SORRY MAN.
(yar right like as if it was my fault.)

I HATE YOU WORLD. i really do.