Entries of life ★

ok i realise what i type earlier (below) could sound very false to you guys. but please dun doubt my sincerity!! it is true!!! ok go on and read....^^

i just stepped into my house a few minutes ago and i decided to land my butt on the chair in front of my computer. today was a wonderful day. had heart to heart talks with my good friends who are long called my family members^^ they are closer to my heart than any other friends i had before. really^^ (touched huh?)

any way i remember writing a compo on friends. i said: i never believe in friends forever. but it is you who made me believe in what i never believed in. thank you for making me believe in eternal friendship and trust. there is always shoulder i could lean on or cry on.

i also realised just this morning why people comes with many faces. sometimes these faces were made to hide their hurt real naked face. their naked face were sad/depressed/anger/etc, but these faces happy cheerful jovial were meant to keep their inner emotions. i finally came up with this conclusion. and finally understand this idea when today i put on my mask of happiness to hide my inner depression.

i guess most of you didn't know i was suffering (family matters and some old stuffs). today i was surprised too. i didn't expected myself crying when it came to the topic: friends.

we came a long way here. now to be able to call each other family members is something great. i felt loved and thankful for god given me such friends who cherished our accompany together. i am grateful. did you guys realise how much laughter and fun we had when 7 of us were together? remember on monday?? 7 of us were together having our recess as a whole clique. i saw people looking at us. of course i noe because we were noisy and all -_- but it was the noise of laughter and fun.

thank you for all the fun you had given to me.
friends forever?