Entries of life ★

first i would like to thank my da ge, eugenice for helping me with my commonwealth essay. i seriously can't come up with any interesting or even creative story or storyline. resulting all the lousy and not up to standards works. it is all of shit. i am so sorry da ge to bother you. you must have felt irritated and annoyed. SORRY!!!

therefore i prayed to god for wisdom. i really can't come up with any stories. really. and i can't even do a simple presentation for my lit project. i am such a lousy and stupid failure. now even though i have came up with the storyline, but i wasn't able to express myself in a very creative way. of course the storyline would have to thank eugenice once again. haiz....i feel so useless and hopeless. perhaps i should leave all this work tmr and perhaps with a fresher and brand new mindset, i would be able to make up a nicer piece of work?

if only i am able to write out the same amount of content here into my essay.....haiz...all i could do now is pray pray pray. think think think.

my life is such a failure. even if you dun look down on me...i already looked down on myself. this is why i hate living in this world where stress and problems arises.