Entries of life ★

it's a stupid thing nia...ok i hate myself more than anything right now. can i just kill myself?

yah...jealous...i am jealous again!!! shit. what's wrong with me? jealous!! dun ask me jealous over what i am just jealous...*pouts*

haiz....i noe someone out there will like me for who i am but right now...i feel like dying...haiz...i keep thinking i am like a piece of shit and i keep wanting to change myself to someone. i guess i should start thinking to accept who i really am. haiz...ok. tell me one thing that you are willing to stay as a friend with me.

haiz....i wanna accept the real me and realize this thing that someone out there will like me for who i am. come on let me noe that it is this way man...

aish...getting bored each other and i am troubled all the time. maybe as i grow older i tend to think more huh? think too much!!! WAH!!!

i wanna to be as innocent as possible.

tell me what the real me is....bring me back to the life i long for.

wake me up from this dream. i have slept too long....too sweet bring me back to the real world. not to sleep for eternity. i love sweet dream feeling like watching a brand new movie but....perhaps i am tired...

bring the real me back. no troubles....no worries... let me laugh the way i should be. bring the me back. I MISS YOU EVON WONG!!! I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!! BRING THE REAL ME!!!