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hey guys you noe how depressed i am like right now?!

ah!!! malaysia concert thailand concert photobook....birthdays....money....
my head and heart hurts a thousand....

and my dad is really weird now...he is like scolding the footballer like just now...hilarious >.<

ok first malaysia concert : i can't go there and so tvxq is so near yet so far. what's more stressing for me is i am staring more and more tvxq malaysia concert pics and video which makes me more hurt.... I AM A SASAENG!!! who keep watching them knowing it hurts more. DUNG DUNG XD

next: Thailand concert. it is on my dear prince JUNSU birthday. DAMN hell stab me. i can't go. money and parents problem. COME STAB ME MORE. junsu please forgive me not able to celebrate your birthday the second time.

photobook. STAB it is out of stock like online? and what i want is the damn special LIMITED bonjour paris photobook plus DVDs. OH GOD. DUNG DUNG XD ok man how much i go search is like labelled OUT OF STOCK. shit...and yesasia is selling 200 plus for that.... STAB ME KILL ME CUT ME CHOP ME.

my birthday. ge's birthday. my birthday it is confirmed that my family will not be celebrating with me. HOW HURT I WAS. ok nvm....and i saved a msg in my phone how i felt during the moment i got the news....it goes like this....:
because i couldn't be bothered about how you are treating my birthday, this is gonna be the last time i gonna cry related to my birthday. i not gonna cry because of this any more.bye bye my tears my precious drops of crystal-like tears. i dun think i will be seeing you till next time another heart-breaking event knock into me. i gonna lock my tear box and keep it aside and let it rust till then. say hello to tearless evon and pray that she will be strong and happy. may god and my po be by my side.
ge birthday present.....dun think have this financial problems liao....due to my OUT-OF-STOCK-STUPID-BONJOUR-PARIS-LIMITED-PHOTOBOOK. aish....

and one last thing....i am broke. WALLAO EH.

btw....wed outing with cousin changed to sunday which turned out to be i will be with cousin on My birthday...nia...prays hard she noe what to do man....

tmr going out....tuesday not sure if i am....wed free....thurs YAY IMPORTANT DAY. friday fee sat free sun not free.

KIM JUNSU PLEASE WISH ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY....
i miss you so much my dearest prince. i really do miss you.