Entries of life ★

yo guys!!!
annyeong!!!

evon is now trying to cheer up and carry on.

von wants to tell everyone von has tried to be happy recently but nothing can cheers me on cos...i miss my grandma. if you have read the earlier posts you will noe what happened. but you noe what. today i sort out all my thoughts. i was thinking how can i always be like this..i mean i stay emo all the time will never bring back my grandma. like what anonymous said: my po never left me she didn'tpassed away she lives in my heart. let's pray i never forget her till i die cos you guys noe i suffer serious memory loss. ^^ po will you be happy to see the new me?

von wants to thanks her friends!!! YT PL HM JP YS HK GE~~who cheered me on when i am super duper sad. special thanks to my jie and da ge i hope they know that i am toking about them^^ that they still cared alot about me. THANK YOU SO MUCH MY FRIENDS!! SARANG HAEYO~~

to my dearest friends:
i noe i suffer mood swings recently and i noe you guys find me irritating annoying. i am so sorry!! and i shalln't use my po to be excuses of all this. guys sorry for letting you guys so annoyed. sorry von was angry with herself with this too. also thanks for all those concern you gave me!! it gave me more energy than ever. thank you. friends are like this bringing each one on^^ haha^^ thanks you guys for all those laughter i need them alot^^ i miss my smile and laughter too. i miss the comments you all gave me when i started laughing out of the blue or laugh no stop. heh i miss them alot. thank you for not giving me up when i am so hopeless. thank you for not leaving me alone. thank you for surrounding me. thank you. you guys are like my sun (also my junsu and tvxq!! how can i ever forget them huh?) THANK YOU SO MUCH. I LOVE YOU GUYS~~~ah!! friends forever~~ right??

haha wanted to thank them but couldn't cos you noe i am shy=_= and i think they will like what's wrong with you man...haha^^

so...von will be maemuki^^

next time please label me maemuki gal k? i would be happy to hear that^^ do you guys noe i always like ppl to tell me i am a cheerful gal. you noe how happy i will be?? ^-^

any way i will not be sad any more. what the future gives me i just have to accept and take it huh? and i noe my po will be there to guide me through the life journey. i am not alone with my friends family and tvxq i can break through any wall. maybe i will be having different emotions...haha

friends lets have a yakusoku that we will be friends forever nia? CHINGU YEONGWOHI!!

ok i got an enlightment through my nightmare....god...that nightmare scary!!