Entries of life ★

today, i start my day with shock.
i dreamt about something i have the shock of my life.

first to appear- my husband who i can't remember the face. and remember this is a dream and i dun wish this to be true.
this bloody "husband" of mine actually believed another woman rather than me. this bloody woman obviously did something wrong and i was exposing her. and my bloody "husband" actually sided her. and i was so angry i just said: fine i will go and you wouldn't see me after 7 months later. dunno why that 7 months.

next scene was me carrying a baby in my arms. shit. that was my daughter or son?? no idea of its gender only know that was my child. shit that was my shock!!! how could i have a child at this age. GOOD HEAVENS this was a dream if this was reality i jump down the damn building. and guess what i thought in my dreams. i said: shit i had a child at 15 means that i have a child earlier than my cousin who had a child at 19. i was like FUCK!

once again i thank god this was a dream. the shock of my life. ah!!!!!!

and and that bloody "husband" i wanna break up with him. have this kind of husband i rather die. and and that fucking lady bitch. haha i am scolding characters from my dream. and and why am i stupid to expose that fucking bitch in front of people and humiliate myself...if it was reality i will plan well and let her expose her own tricks in front of everyone.PUAHAHAHAHA

any way that was my dream. oh oh the reason on that you will see me after 7 months is i think because i was pregnant. once again this is a dream!!! A DREAM!!! shit i tell you damn shock can i just die? ah!!!

and i tell you i never will return to my that "husband" sia. and also i will raise my child alone in my dreams in this case. what kind of husband is that. and and i just let that woman with my husband let my husband suffer!! who ask him.die by himself. and this is when the childish me appear cos i am damn angry now. so when i am angry i turn evil. when i am happy i will be good. so...this is what my husband will get when i am angry maybe when i am happy i will treat him better.

any way good thing this is a DREAM!!!!!!!!

puahahahahaha~~

dun be scare away....i am only 15...perhaps will i am older i will be sensible to deal with my bloody husband. and now my mum is nagging. wallao.