after i got home, i made some hp themes. the nicest i ever made i tell you!! i tell you~~
and and another thing!!!
my jie fu got doughnuts!!! yay yay!! so nice of him!! but hor...is for their anniversary de!!! yay yay i also got benefit!! lalala~~
shan shan you have doughnut i also got!!!
pics of doughnut next post
ok i am sick of this and everything.
i am so going to delete those people's post from my blog.
and i hate fighting with ppl.
will beating ppl get you any where?
stop it be mature ok!
you should noe better than me if you beat people up you will get into trouble!
must you be like this.
if you insist doing this i will not hesitate to stop you and i mean in any way.
hello, seriously you think i am protecting that person ony, then you are wrong. i am also protecting you from getting into trouble. can't you for once stop beating people.
shit i am so losing my mind. why am i into this. yeah maybe you are right it is none of my business. i should just stand there watching my friend getting into the situation helplessly.
FINE THAT'S THE WAY.
suddenly i find everything very irritating. i hate this feeling i have now. the feeling of getting ignored. the feeling of trying to get attention when you already noe people are ignoring you. please sense my presence. if not i really get fed up. i really dun wanna be a clown entertaining people. ok i am done scolding my damn self. i hate myself for being like this. i hate myself to be this way, so irritating. ARH!! blast myself away.any way i am starting to miss my sis and parents. they all went up to genting at this critical moment of my sec 3 life. arh!!! i wanna go too. OK NOW, I FEELING DAMN IRRITATED!! shee...i find everyone and any one irritating. why am i this way. i feel so fucked off of myself. why can't i be natural in front of strangers. i can't la...that's why i feel so fed up of myself. haiz...i guess this is one common thing between junsu and me perhaps.at least junsu is more lovable. haha. i noe i can be irritating at times. and i do hate myself for that. i hate myself for not being enough friendly or whatever. sometimes, i do wish to end my life and stop everything from getting worst. ok i regretted playing basketball. nothing is right. i feel like a piece of shit. sudden state of depression.damn it, junsu is in Brazil that faraway land. shit i missing him already. why is he that far?? in Brazil?? i miss him. baby when are you coming back? i miss you already.missing people is this painful. LOVE TRULY HURTS. i always think love is so nice because you are loved. but now the one i love is not by my side and i am just finding pain to suffer. FUCK myself for that. but i do still love junsu.i swear i wanna hit and stab myself. arh!! what's wrong with my damn self? i getting so irritated with myself. GRRR!!go away saturn.arh!!!!!!!!!!! just feeling this bad. VERY VERY BAD! even tvxq can't even calm me down. JUNSU WHERE ARE YOU? haiz...i didn't get to see you these few days. no pic and video of you. shit i am too dependent on you. too addicted to you. grr! fuck off myself.ok....i just wanna say many times of bad words but junsu is singing now...shit i can't say any now. dun feel like saying already. thanks junsu^^haiz...why am i getting so depressed?? because i dun find comfort. damn MATHS! making me feeling this way.
tell you what really irritated myself!!! grr because i can't stand myself. everything look wrong to me.
i wan my er jie back and mummy and daddy back to my side cos i seriously dun feel normal. i feel so empty.
damn spelling mistakes what the fuck is wrong with me? i keep typing wrongly. FUCK FUCK FUCK.
ah....i shall post something heart breaking for me again.
fan: junsu oppa, did yoochun oppa always look left and right?? oppa must be careful!! keke~~junsu: ah....fear not! he will not betray me!! keke i have the charms~~
oh man...another heart breaking event have happened today...
junsu i noe you have the charms to trap me...but not yoochun please!! shit i am jealous over a man. A MAN!!! humphs!! that man who i just recognise him to have that sexy voice!yoochun you you evil person how dare you snatch my junsu!
hahaha^^
oh and i realise i can't accept any pairings with junsu. etc yoosu, jaesu.
YOOSU IS A NO NO !!
yup and dun show me anything about yoosu. i just cry in front of you. haha
eugenice tried to trick me. puahaha. she showed me this ps pic of two person kissing. saying it to be yoochun and junsu. one of them look like yoochun but the other is definately not junsu. guess what i type. that is a ps photo not yoochun and junsu trust me. and yes i am right!
base on my countless observations on junsu.(etc his features) how can i be trick by this? hello i see junsu everyday. even with just his shadow i can already spot it is him. haha i am a pro now^^ proud of myself.
MORAL OF STORY: dun try to cheat von's feeling with ps-ed photo of yoosu kissing. dun try to hurt von's heart you will see her crying.
ok done^^