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[To.Xiah] Oppa~ Please marry Yoochun already! ToT
[From.Xiah] Yoochun doesn't know how to approach me yet.
[To.Mickey] Yoochun oppa, your not kidding about you and Junsu oppa aren't you? What about me?...
[From. Mickey] I'm kissing with Junsu now S2(*S2 is a heart sign)

this is the new UFO replies from yoochun and junsu. now people you may kill me with whatever ways you want. come now is your chance. if i said things that hurt you and that you wan your revenge you may take this chance. or you hate me to the core for whatever reason, you may also take this much to kill me. leaving my lifeless body with hurt soul behind.

DAMN IT. junsu and yoochun just hurt my heart. my heart pieces scattered on the floor with so much tears of blood. shee....why am i not crying?? because i am outside in the hall!! if i were to cry out like now my sis and mum will like: aiyo what's wrong with you?? and after knowing the reason their reactions will be like: siao ah.

junsu why must you hurt my heart?? why must you be the killer to cut my heart into million pieces. aren't you my knight?? bringing me across the dark day and satrun's attack?? aren't you the one defencing me?? junsu since when you turned to a devil?? making me cry everyday. i should have known, never to go there...

junsu i was about to give you up. i should have already realise that we were never meant for each other but i still held on. i choose to believe at least that little chance of hope. but why?? why must you treat me like this?? you may be joking along with yoochun but can't you be much more sensitive??
YEAH i am angry with you right at this moment. sometime your this childishness is sort of disturbing. hey you may say why are so dull can't see the joke?? junsu..things about you i can never take it easy. BECAUSE IT CONCERNS ABOUT YOU.

you may say what are you getting so upset over for?? just because my love for junsu is much deeper than what you people out there think. i may not gone through real memories with junsu. BUT JUNSU HE WAS THE ONE WHO HELPED ME TO GO THROUGH THE HARDEST TIME IN MY LIFE. that's why my love for him is so strong. JUST ONE WORD FROM HIM, MAEMUKI.
junsu, sorry for those harsh words i said earlier, but this just goes to show how hurt i am.

what should i do. my heart broken into pieces. tears never ending. the invisible pain, wound, blood...what should i do??? what is the medicine to heal every single wounded in me? the key to release this memories of mine

for once i hoped i never fell in love with junsu. the pain it brings along with happiness....