i miss them very much. haiz...it gets harder each day.
it seems further each day, perhaps one day it will shorten?
i miss them....when can i get to see him??

how can i stop praying for him? can i start once again? i can't use STM as an excuse any more.
lord, protect him and them.

no more playing for me. time seems shorter each day and i getting more depressed each day. i dun wanna stay at home. i get distracted every where. the TV the computer. everything. even TVXQ is kind of distracting.

i can't take my eyes off them. i can't seem to let go them even when this is such a critical moment.

for once let me erase the memories of them. so that i can concentrate on my studies?

it gets harder but i am not giving up. why should i? they haven't even gave up on me why should start giving up on myself first? right? at least i see improvement bit by bit. one by one.

it will kind of glory if i show them how they can push me. there is will be no success with you.
can't success without u. it will turn out s ccess.

working harder for the brighter.
junsu, may you be happy^^ i miss you alot. one day i hope to see your beautiful smile hear your angelic voice. but what really do i want to see is your happiness. i want to see you living happily^^

maemuki^^