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why is people questioning me? why is people scolding me? why is people ordering me? why can't these bloody people understand my situation? bloody hell..stop asking me not to scold the unreasonable little sis of mine. stop it. it gets even more disgusting being there.

and those juniors you want to learn then you learn ok. stop blaming me for not teaching you well. it is not my fault when one bunch of you come to me and i have to teach the whole hell of you. hello!!! i am one person teaching like hell 5 of you. hello? your know different things right and i have to clarify. and hell i told you i dance lousy too! dun count on me any more k! and i so stupid and dumb to volunteer myself to be the leader of this set of dance. and those junior dun take me for granted ok. after teaching you a fucking thank you also dun have. WHAT I AM YOUR MAID AH. AM I SUPPOSED TO HELP YOU? ok maybe i am suppose to but hello shouldn't you at least say thank you?

most of all i am even more stupid to be another leader....i got questioned. fuck! hello i did the stuffs too. why didn't you credit me when i done all of them.

i never want to be a leader again. bloody hell. dun look upon me. just dun. sorry ah i am not up to your standards. i am afraid i will just disappoint you all ok.

and when i helped, bloody hell i got a yar la..watever never help again.
i never got a thank you ok.

I NEVER WANNA BE A LEADER!! WHERE PEOPLE TAKE ME FOR GRANTED AS A LEADER~