some one tell me whats wrong with blogger again?? you noe it kinda sux when this happens?? it totally spoilt my day...i kinda feel like smashing blogger. scolding it in the face!! grr ok watever!

any way i was really really jealous!!! i seen many sweet yoosu pics today. my heart just break into thousands. i do love junsu and tvxq i noe i should be happy when they have such a good relationship between them. the bond between i guess there is nothing that can separate them. the pics are just too much for me to take. they look so sweet and imitate!!! junsu...any girl who loves a guy will get jealous right?? i am just any gal like that. i cried. i can't take it. how sweet they can be together. i prayed i hoped please dun let yoosu be true just like them be best of friends best of brother best of members just dun let them be lover?? i am afraid for that to be truth. i dun wan them to be a fact. NO!!! junsu no please. yoochun please no. please dun do it. maybe i am just selfish but sorry i can't let this happen too much. you may say i am crazy over this guy. yeah i am.

crying is what i normally do now...it seems to be like a habit to me. i dun wan too but yoosu makes it...yoochun and junsu dun do it...my heart hurts this much whenever you guy be so close...wrong...correction the imitate actions you guys do...i can't take it...too much for me to accept. accept the fact that you are so close that you dun have to say and you guys noe what is in all you guys mind. okay it is ok understandable. but when it gets really overboard...junsu you kissed him?? YOU KISSED HIM!!! can't take it decide to vent it all here. i am not hating you junsu. i am just jealous really. kissed him married him?? dun you noe you have fans too?? also fans who like me who doesn't really take?? i should calm down but my emotions just take over my mind. bring me away. kissed him....kissed him.

tears flowing down.
sad eyes, cheeks, everything is on my face.
shut down all images, live in the world of your own.
close down all channels
let imagination flow in and through
let mind rest in peace.
let saturn stay down there.
but why can't i do it?

because JUNSU just can't get out of my mind.
sorry to say but i am this idiot.