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grrr...i swear i used this com only for blogging but you noe i am so tempted to use it to check on my tvxq oppa news??? go their fanclub go youtube and watch their shows check their news see their pics....but you noe....MID YEARS!!! great it is here damn i am like so scared...heart is beating like hell...afraid that my english....i hate to say but i really dun wan to retain...touch wood and i will not!!! please lord at least let me pass my english if not i am so going to jump the building....hell i am so scared feel like crying because of anxiety...whatever it is spelled cos what is going through my mind is.....literature and social studies....trying so hard to let all the info secure in my stupid retarded brain. i feel like smashing that idiot brain of mine but only to realise i might be died after doing so...wat the.....HELL i am writing something that is really ridiculous...HELL gorget about my spelling mistakes!!! my spelling sux....should really find someone to help......assessment books please!!! ahhh.....damn scared....shall write a prayer here then...

dear lord,
evon here hoping to get some help from you. really want to pass my studies or exams with flying colours really really scared please do help me at least pass everything?? most importantly my english??? i really am scared....lord help me...i do not want to be retain....i dun wan the eyes looking at me help me lord....i need your help...lord give me wisdom...please!~!!

in your name i say amen...