Entries of life ★

yesterday before yi seon helped me to make this blog i actually already made one.....and hell i forgot everything about it....the password....i forgot all....and i have already save one post as a draft in that blog!!! ah....got to trouble yi seon to do another blog for me.....once again KAMSAHAMNIDA YI SEON!!! hahaha....yesterday that draft post was super depressed one...hahaha....and lucky i didn't post it cos i wouldn't want my sunshine image to be destroyed!!! sunshine image is like always happy and positive....ah...i want to have this image la!!! cos junsu have this....he is so positive and happy also dunno if he had any troubles....love to be with him!!! cos he would make my day to be so happy....and why i like him is because he makes me laugh!!! i tend to fall in love with guys who make me laugh and also who are cute and handsome....hahaha....junsu fits it all!!! go junsu!~! hahaha.....

what happened yesterday>>

was actually going to record a song of me singing my little princess and then send it to SM for some contest and hell i didn't go join cos my other partner who was going to join with me said that we weren't prepared and we could join the next time....yeah i was disappointed got really depressed after that.....i am not blaming her....but was really angry with me losing the chance again....me hated myself for that.....sayonara for the chance of getting closer to meeting tvxq!!! bye bye!!! haiz...hell there is still so many chance in the world so why am i getting so upset upon this one chance?? ok...i just encouraged myself...hahaha....

sometimes my post can be so weird....i agree to that.....wakakaka....lets just continue...

later i had dance...miss jacky was there and that mr.....what was his name....shit i forgot his name....or rather i dunno how to spell la....sorry la...my english cannot mah....just call him rojak for now...mr rojak was not there...yay~~you noe if he is there i will get so scared!! then is like i must like smile the whole time that i looked like some dork!!! grrrr....he just get me so nervous....grrr....hell him but he is a nice instructor though at least he teaches good dances move...at least better than the previous one...oooo and had great time with my ah peh....hahaha....ah peh always so funny....hahaha....and miss jacky called her giant wakakakaka!!! erm...had dinner at my auntie house later on....helped to clean the table then eat banana by the kitchen window...staring at the sky....dunno why i was looking there but i felt so good....was thinking tvxq oppa are you looking at the same sky just like what i am doing now?? was on the verge of crying upon thinking that.....had to leave that window cos i couldn't cry so suddenly in my auntie house mah....my auntie can really read my mind....she asked me 在想心事？？？hahaha...i answered her mei you ah....obviously i was lying right?? i told her a white lie....cos i wouldn't want her to worry....so good right?? ah...went home...wah....super tired.....had dance and2.4....leg are like broken....told my dad my result of my 2.4 and what the heck he told me...he told me he ran faster....bash him in the head!!! he should be like saying well done!! but he told me that.....obviously my dad wasn't that kind of dad i was imagining..haha slept like about at 11 plus i guessed when i was supposed to stayed up and watched tvxq videos....give myself a tight slap...hahaha....oh well woke up had a head ache and eventually had a slight fever....wah.....head pain...going to check one my tvxq dears now

SAYONARA!!!